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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2012-11-18 02:28 pm

[ SECRET POST #2147 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2147 ⌋

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Re: How was your day?

(Anonymous) 2012-11-19 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
I realized that I probably have an eating disorder and that I am suicidal. It wasn't actually that bad a day, though.

Re: How was your day?

(Anonymous) 2012-11-19 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
Sometimes realizing these things is in some small way lifting part of the burden? I wish you a healthy future, fellow anon.

Re: How was your day?

(Anonymous) 2012-11-19 01:38 am (UTC)(link)
thanks.
I know it sounds cheesy, but that means more to me than I can say.
elaminator: (Uncharted 3: Nate/Elena (hug))

Re: How was your day?

[personal profile] elaminator 2012-11-19 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
Is there any way you can get help, anon? Maybe you should call a suicide hotline and get some of that weight off your chest, see if it makes any difference? Or see a therapist if you can afford it? Or even talk to a friend. If you don't have a friend or family member you feel comfortable talking to, you could use an online forum where people with similar issues go to discuss their problems.

I found a few links but I'm not sure how helpful they are.

http://suicidehotlines.com/national.html

http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/

http://www.suicideforum.com/

http://www.takethislife.com/suicide-forum/

Hope you get things worked out anon.

Re: How was your day?

(Anonymous) 2012-11-19 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
A big source of my stress is being closeted, so I can't really get help or talk to my friends or family.
I am talking to my uni's counselor, but I have a limited amount of sessions per term.
elaminator: (Doctor Who: 11 - I'm sorry)

Re: How was your day?

[personal profile] elaminator 2012-11-19 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
My parents wouldn't be happy to know about my sexuality either, so I can sorta understand where you're coming from. :/

I know it must be hard and feel dishonest, but I think there are very valid reasons for staying in the closet. It's extremely unfortunate and depressing that in today's age anyone would even have to, but that WILL change one day. Maybe your parents and friends opinions will eventually change, but even if they don't, you deserve to be happy with whoever you chose to be with and please try not to let them ruin that for you.

Re: How was your day?

(Anonymous) 2012-11-19 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
I hope so.

Re: How was your day?

(Anonymous) 2012-11-19 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
Damn, that's tough. Laughter is a good way to release stress. I hope you'll find opportunities to laugh every day and feel better!

Re: How was your day?

(Anonymous) 2012-11-19 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
yeah, I always get sort of guilty for feeling bad. I mean, I don't have it that bad at all.

Re: How was your day?

(Anonymous) 2012-11-19 07:35 am (UTC)(link)
Hey hey, it's okay to feel guilty for feeling bad. I do that sometimes, too, but then I just do something else instead like read a book or work on something to keep myself busy. I have to be doing something all the time or I'll start brooding and end up in a negative emotional loop.

Always look on the bright side of life? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SJUhlRoBL8M :)

Re: How was your day?

[personal profile] unicornherds 2012-11-19 04:29 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry. :( I suppose acknowledging is the first step to a healthier tomorrow....which sounds like something that should be on a poster with a kitten or something.