[ SECRET POST #2148 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2148 ⌋

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Re: and I'm worriedall this will help me slip back into my suicidal urges again

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I'm gonna skip the whole "hang in there" spiel because other people will do it waaaayyy better than whatever lame attempt I'd come up with (but seriously, LISTEN TO THEM) But I want you to just remember: don't refuse to see things in perspective. Think of it this way: if you're weighing "I'm going to die" vs "I don't want to accidentally annoy someone by pursuing a friendship"...you're really going to choose to die? You'd rather die than annoy someone? Of course you wouldn't! In a struggle for your life -- whether it's the continuation of your life OR the quality of your life -- you can't be afraid to take risks. Think of it as a literal life-or-death situation if it helps :)


You're not "meant" to be friendless. You just haven't met anyone good enough for you yet. Think of it this way: something great could be just around the corner, and if you kill yourself, you'll never get to experience it. You never know what's gonna happen, trying to extrapolate what your future holds based on your past is irrational and nonsensical and almost certainly completely wrong. Your future has a lot less to do with your past than you think, especially if you keep doing new things and trying new possibilities instead of doing the same shit you've been doing all your life so far.

And you know what? Seeing things that other people take for granted as a miracle is a great way to look at things -- but why does that somehow mean everyone else deserves miracles and you don't? That's rubbish! You deserve everything other people have, and just because you appreciate it all so much more deeply doesn't mean you're worthless in comparison.

Don't be irrational. You thinking you should die is irrational, because NO ONE deserves to die if they haven't purposely killed someone themselves. Just keep that in mind and solder on. It sounds corny, but unless you get somehow railroaded by the worst long-term sequence of shitty coincidences in history -- which is extremely, extremely unlikely and you should definitely not bet on that happening because the odds are terrible -- something about your life WILL get better in the future. Just hang on and either wait or try and grab for new possibilities.

Also, *hugs*