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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2012-11-19 05:26 pm

[ SECRET POST #2148 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2148 ⌋

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[personal profile] anonymouslyyours 2012-11-19 11:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Hey there me. Down to the spiral over not being good at art, writing, and even down to not being able to complain IRL.

I don't think you're as hopless and convinced you're meant to be friendless as you think you are. Some part of you reached out here. So here I am reaching back?

I am probably not the best person to give advice on any of this as I am mostly still in the same boat and I self-motivate in what most people would call emotionally abusive fashion.

Most days all I got is to remind myself that I can't officially be a complete failure until I give up. So I can suck as hard as I want at everything else but nothing can make me be a quitter except me and until then I'm technically still "in progress" and allowed to be a fuckup. I'm a regular ray of sunshine right?

I think I'm making some progress lately. I've made a real friend who I've actually made an effort to talk about my ~feelings~ with as they strike me instead of constantly self-policing and it's been surprisingly okay so far. I even met them on this comm. It came out of nowhere and when I had already resigned myself to never making a real friend or ever connecting with another person.

I'm not too comfortable discussing my issues and how I dealt/deal with them on the comm and I might not be too much help but feel free to PM me if you want to talk.
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[personal profile] diet_poison 2012-11-20 12:10 am (UTC)(link)
Most days all I got is to remind myself that I can't officially be a complete failure until I give up.

thank you for this actually.

[personal profile] anonymouslyyours 2012-11-20 04:33 am (UTC)(link)
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[personal profile] sirenssong 2012-11-21 05:11 am (UTC)(link)
Most days all I got is to remind myself that I can't officially be a complete failure until I give up.

Thank you for this. There have been times lately that... have kind of sucked. And this... I think this might help a lot. More than you know. :)