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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2012-11-19 05:26 pm

[ SECRET POST #2148 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2148 ⌋

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mudousetsuna: (Ahiru)

Re: and I'm worriedall this will help me slip back into my suicidal urges again

[personal profile] mudousetsuna 2012-11-20 05:53 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't think you're meant to be friendless. Something stood out to me in this, that when you try to reach out to people, they get mad at you, and then they get mad at you for not trying.

You need to surround yourself with different people. I had this problem for a while. I didn't realize the reason why I was so upset. You start to judge yourself, and uphold all your perceived faults under the perspective that those people have given you.

But the truth is, that's their problem. If in your heart you want to be friendly, and it's just not working with other people, then you're not compatible. Yeah, there can be deeper things, but you won't figure it out if you keep knocking yourself down with depression around those people.

I have a ton of trouble keeping up anything creative too. I think I'm in a slump, and I've been trying to claw my way out of it. It's not easy. :( If you want to talk, friend me or message me and I'll listen.