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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2012-12-02 03:05 pm

[ SECRET POST #2161 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2161 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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Re: Fictional deaths/distresses TW for sexual and mental abuse

(Anonymous) 2012-12-03 01:28 am (UTC)(link)
Please heed trigger warnings in the subject.

I watched the Sherlock episode The Reichenbach Fall knowing what it would do to me. Even though I was in my safest place, with pretty much the only person in the world who I could be with at that time, I still ended up hysterical; we're talking sickness, adrenaline and eventual panic attack.

But I have a very very complicated relationship with Sherlock Holmes. My apparent similarities to him were used as an excuse for abuse as 'punishment/schooling', and the same person encouraged me to seek out my Watson who could fix my broken self, and made him my safe space. At Reichenbach I feel like I've done something unforgiveable, and like I'm completely alone and without help, all at once. Not nice.