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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2012-12-20 06:44 pm

[ SECRET POST #2179 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2179 ⌋

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tyger66: (Default)

FEEEEELINGS TMI

[personal profile] tyger66 2012-12-21 08:03 am (UTC)(link)
Hey, that was me. I have not gone to a meeting; it's still so fucking scary to me right now that I can't handle it. I see my therapist again tomorrow, and I really really really don't want to tell him that I didn't go. I'm afraid he'll think less of me, and that thought freaks me out

Idk. I also found my mom's pill stash so I've been high more than I've been sober this week and it feels like a huge lie to go to a meeting now. :/

Re: FEEEEELINGS TMI

(Anonymous) 2012-12-21 08:29 am (UTC)(link)
not!OP

*hugs if you want*

He can't help you if you don't tell him the truth :( You can do it! He won't think less of you, not for having been brave enough to tell him.

Avoidance now will lessen the fear, but not the anxiety; by standing up to the fear, you can overcome it, and also get rid of some of that anxiety.

Re: FEEEEELINGS TMI

(Anonymous) 2012-12-21 09:47 am (UTC)(link)
Hey Tyger

I don't really have any expertise on this but I just wanted to say that you're a poster on here that I really like & I wish the best for you right now & I think that it's totally normal to be trepidatious and anxious and afraid and scared of doing something like going to an AA meeting for the first time, and I think your therapist will understand that, and I think you owe it to yourself to tell him about it. And I don't think that there's anything that makes going to a meeting a lie - all that going to a meeting means is that you know you have a problem and you need help, and going on a binge doesn't conflict with that as such. You can be on a binge and know you need help.

Um other than that I just hope that you get whatever help you need and that everything works out for you

best wishes one love
biohazardgirl: (Default)

Re: FEEEEELINGS TMI

[personal profile] biohazardgirl 2012-12-21 10:32 am (UTC)(link)
Oh I didn't see this until late <3

Hey, hey tyger, I like you, ok? Please talk to your therapist. Remember that he's paid to be impartial and if he's not being impartial he's not doing his job right and also you're paying for a session that will end up not being useful towards your mental well being. I know from experience of lying to therapists that it doesn't make anything better or help anything, it just makes you suffer in silence.

Please go to A/A when you can, ok? Get the help you need. You're a cool person and you owe it to your cool self to get help.

Much love <3
tyger66: (Default)

I FEEL SO POPULAR

[personal profile] tyger66 2012-12-21 04:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Alright everyone, you have successfully been awesome. I did cancel my therapy appointment for today, but mostly because I didn't have the money to pay for it with me. And I think I'm going to try to go to a meeting before I see him again.

PS: What is all this about people liking me? YOU CLEARLY HAVE A PROBLEM IN YOUR BRAIN AREA.
pantswarrior: "I am love. Find me, walk beside me..." (high priest)

Re: I FEEL SO POPULAR

[personal profile] pantswarrior 2012-12-21 05:17 pm (UTC)(link)
<3 Despite the snark, and occasional unwarrantedness (hello Cassie Claire), fandom really does care for its own. I'm often kind of astonished by the way fans look out for each other and support each other.

I hadn't seen this whole thing until now, but go for it, Tyger! You're strong! Needing help doesn't mean you're not strong, because reaching out for help often takes more strength than most people can imagine. But we're all rooting for you, and I know you can do it!