ext_33427 (
degrees.livejournal.com) wrote in
fandomsecrets2007-08-24 04:07 pm
[ SECRET POST #231 ]
⌈ Secret Post #231 ⌋
Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.
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LOL #24, my icon choice was before I realized this secret was going to be in this batch. Hilarious coincidence!
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God, it was so lame, but it was so much fun.
I just couldn't take the stupid anymore like four, five years ago, and left for good, but I've still got fond memories. It hasn't really changed, so I totally can't blame you for having a blast there, as dumb as it can be. Hell, that's half the point. No one cares!
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Even without your influence.. it's highly likely things would have turned out the way they did anyway. You didn't make that kid the way he was, but maybe you made his life happier for a little while, who knows. Issues that run that deep are not something you could have ever stopped - or made all that much worse by yourself. Whether it was childhood trauma, abuse, some sort of mental illness that caused him to believe those things - all of those things are no fault of your own.
If anything, adults should have stepped in, especially his parents, because they should have been more able to pick up on any warning signs than a fifth grader who couldn't have possibly known any better.
I realize this kind of thing isn't something that can just be accepted after blaming yourself for so long, and it's hard to let go of that kind of guilt.. but I also truly believe this wasn't your fault, by any stretch of the imagination.
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