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fandomsecrets2012-12-26 06:34 pm
case) wrote in fandomsecrets2012-12-26 06:34 pm
[ SECRET POST #2185 ]
⌈ Secret Post #2185 ⌋
Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.
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Secrets Left to Post: 02 pages, 034 secrets from Secret Submission Post #312.
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It's good you recognize that you're having a hard time dealing, though. You may or may have much control over all of the circumstances you're facing, but you may be able to do something about how you deal with them.
Also, I don't know exactly what the challenges you're facing, but it's possible you're putting too many stakes on this. Is this truly your last chance? Is this still a path that's worth striving for? There are times when something is really worth fighting for, and times when it's worth reevaluating. Only you know what's best, but be careful about getting so caught up in living up to your expectations that you can't reevaluate if you need to.
Personally, being low on the totem pole after three years doesn't sound that worrying to me, depending on the field. Maybe you're being too harsh on yourself?