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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2013-01-03 06:35 pm

[ SECRET POST #2193 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2193 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

01.
[GunnerKrigg Court]


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02.
[The Avengers]


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03.
[French & Saunders]


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04.
[X-Men/Marvel Universe]


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05.
[Tron: Uprising]


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06.
[Kagaku Ninjatai Gatchaman]


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07.
[How I Met Your Mother]


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08.
[The X-Files/Fox Mulder]


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09.
[Homestuck]


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10.
[True Grit]


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11.
[Saya no Uta]


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12.
[The Silmarillion]


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13.
[Homestuck]


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14.
[Supernatural]


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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 01 pages, 015 secrets from Secret Submission Post #313.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.
ext_81845: amuro ray from mobile suit gundam, in his underwear, from the doan's island episode (WTF?!)

tl;dr as usual

[identity profile] childings.livejournal.com 2013-01-04 01:11 am (UTC)(link)
I don't deal with anxiety very well and I've had crazy anxiety ever since moving (I realized a few months ago that I've basically cut my family out of my life aside from random posts on facebook every other day, I barely ever talk to my dad, like maybe twice a year... I'm beginning to think my last psych was right and that I do have PTSD but that's another topic)

I don't remember my dreams most of the time, it's exceeding rare -- I think because honestly I sleep about 5 hours a day during the week and then I oversleep (12 hours or more) on weekends as a general rule. However, one dream I was having recently that's really stuck with me that I can't shake is this crazy apocalyptic one, where I'm still working as a substitute teacher or some kind of teacher assistant and then I get fired, and afterward I'm walking around in the middle of a city among skyscrapers and stuff and I look up and see planes flying really REALLY low, dangerously close together, and then they crash into each other and fall into buildings and there are explosions and huge pieces of rubble and debris everywhere falling, killing people, narrowly missing me. Fires, etc. I'm talking like, the entire sky is blanketed with these killer planes. I have no idea what it means and I couldn't stop thinking about it for weeks... it made me feel really uneasy (yes I had this dream before 12/21 or whenever the fake Mayan Apocalypse was supposed to happen so maybe that had something to do with it?)

I mean, your dream really just sounds like you have unresolved issues with your mom, like maybe she's being overly controlling or you don't feel like you have the upper hand in this conflict with your mom? I don't have any idea what your relationship with your mom is like but that's what it sounds like. Most of the time when stuff like that happens in a dream it doesn't mean the person really wants to hurt you in real life, it's just a reflection of how you feel in your subconscious only