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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2013-01-12 02:39 pm

[ SECRET POST #2202 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2202 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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Notes:

Sorry, early today!

Also: I'm not going to officially warn for tongue-in-cheek "triggers" just to provide anyone with a fandom-specific in-joke when there are none in the secret.

Secrets Left to Post: 06 pages, 140 secrets from Secret Submission Post #315.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Re: Party in the Closet

(Anonymous) 2013-01-13 04:06 am (UTC)(link)
I HATE THAT MY SELF ESTEEM/SELF WORTH ISSUES PREVENT ME FROM ACTUALLY EXPLAINING MY ORIENTATION PROPERLY TO MY CLOSEST FRIENDS (QUEER) OR TALKING TO THEM ABOUT IT AT ALL

I AM OUT TO THEM BUT I NEVER TALK ABOUT IT BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE I'M BOTHERING THEM BY TALKING ABOUT MY BIG GAY PROBLEMS

ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY TELL ME THAT ME BEING GAY ISN'T THAT BIG A DEAL AND IT SHOULDN'T BOTHER ME

IT IS IMPORTANT

IT'S HUGE TO ME

IT'S GOING TO GET ME KICKED OUT OF MY HOUSE

AM I NOT ALLOWED TO FEEL BAD ABOUT BEING IN THE CLOSET? I DON'T KNOW

I FEEL LIKE MY QUEERNESS IS MY FAULT I MEAN I SOMETIMES LIKE GUYS OCCASIONALLY WHY DON'T I JUST DATE MEN ONLY AND PROTEND TO BE STRAIGHT AND GROW MY HAIR BACK OUT AND WEAR DRESSES AGAIN

MY MOM ISN'T DIRECTLY TELLING ME THAT SHE DOESN'T LIKE HOW I LOOK/DRESS, BUT SHE'S CERTAINLY PUTTING A LOT OF EFFORT INTO IMPLYING HOW MUCH BETTER SHE'D LIKE IT IF I WAS GIRLY LIKE MY SISTER
Oh, you'd look so nice right now, don't get a haircut! Oh, you look so much better in that shirt!

Caps loc because I don't know how to put things in italics