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⌈ Secret Post #2222 ⌋

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20. [WARNING for suicide]
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Edited 2013-02-02 00:24 (UTC)

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http://thenicestplaceontheinter.net/

this made me cry

thanks

*hugs*

I hope while you work on wrapping it up, you have another story idea. And I hope while you work on that idea, that something happens or you meet someone that makes you feel a little better. And I hope that you keep finding a reason to live, every single day. I hope it becomes worth it for you, and you're able to look back some day and say "This is the story that saved my life". And that the person you care about the most gives you a hug, but you just smile at them. That's what I hope for you.

I have one of those too. Five years and still going strong.

Please, anon, get help. :(

Whatever keeps you going, op. I hope your WIP is really long, and you'll feel better by the time you finish it.

Please find someone to talk to!

Sometimes all you need is a reason to buy time.

Keep going, anon.

I hope things work out OP, and I hope you find another reason to keep going. (ANY reason is a good reason imo.)

Please try to find someone to talk to? It might help. Keeping thoughts and feelings like that to yourself is a terrible weight, and you shouldn't feel alone.

You are loved and you are valued, and once you've finished your WIP, that will still be the case.

You can live for that. Or you can live for the fact that you have a gift for writing (which can be seen in the fact that you have fans). Or you can live for the fact that there is so much more to experience and to enjoy. It seems difficult right now, and that is understandable. The pain that you are going through is very real. But it can be overcome. You can do it. You are stronger than you know.

I have faith in you, and I want to extend my love and energy to you. Find help. It's out there, waiting for you, as is meaning and purpose. When you've completed this story, you can continue on, and you can find joy. I hope that you will.

Eh, fandom is used to half finished fics. don't worry about it.

Um. Did you read the secret?

Skimmed it, something about feeling guilty about not finishing fics. Like that is anything to worry about. If you can'y finish a fic, don't worry about it. Just put it to one side and go do what you are gonna do. Fandom won't care, it'll just be another deadfic.

You missed the part where OP said having this unfinished WIP is the only thing that has kept her from killing herself. Don't comment if you can't be assed to actually read the secret.

That's a little melodramatic. Who threatens to kill themselves if they can't finish a fic? Jeez, just slap an ending on it if it means that much to you. Tvtropes was mentioned upthread, they've got lots of endings to browse through, put on one of those and you're done. No more suicide threat.

Reading comprehension eludes you, huh? She's not threatening to kill herself because she can't finish the fic. Damn.

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That's about the worst possible thing you can say to someone that's suicidal, dude. Seriously, think before you post next time.

May you keep writing forever and never finish. You should not leave this world yet. You might miss something.

start writing another fic

This.

Anything that keeps you going, anon. You'll get through this.

I used to say this about finishing TV shows or running a blog that lots of people followed, etc... I realized it had nothing to do with the fic, or the show, or the followers I had, it was just me finding excuses because I actually didn't want to kill myself. Suicidal thoughts are often more about needing something in your life to change rather than needing it to be over. The fact that you've found something that keeps you "here" means you want to be alive more than you might be ready to admit. Which is okay. You are important and worth enough that you are entitled to want life.

This is very, very true.