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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2013-02-11 06:41 pm

[ SECRET POST #2232 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2232 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 03 pages, 070 secrets from Secret Submission Post #319.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 1 - broken links ], [ 1 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Re: Non-fandom Secrets

(Anonymous) 2013-02-12 02:21 am (UTC)(link)
My depression has bee getting better it really has, I'm even seeing a therapist. School and work have been helping tremendously.

But there are still these moments when all I want to do is curl up in a ball and never face the real world again. When I feel like I can't handle my life anymore. Everyone thinks I'm a functioning adult but I'm really not. I'm so scared I won't be able to handle nursing school because I love it here and I love the job but there is a lot of pressure and it's not easy to see all the things I see.

When I have the time to actually take a breath and think I realize that the only thing holding me together is pure determination not to fall apart. Every time I have more than a day off I have a breakdown because I have room to breath.

I just have to tell this because I'm feeling really crappy right now.

Re: Non-fandom Secrets

(Anonymous) 2013-02-12 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
Here's a secret: everybody's faking the hell out of it.

Our lives are so shitty and stressful, that even people without actual mental issues to handle are just putting on a brave face. They have moments of hopelessness, too. I think everybody has days where everything just feels awful and they just want to curl up under a rock and make it all go away.

You're not alone in this feeling, and it doesn't make you any less capable. Determination can be a damn strong glue. You'll make it, you just have to want to make it even after the crappy feelings and shitty days.

/hugs