[ SECRET POST #2236 ]

[case]

⌈ Secret Post #2236 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[Inda series]


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02.
[Les Miserables and Discworld]

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03.
[Three Kingdoms 2010, Legend of Chu and Han]


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05.
[DBSK]


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06.
[The Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion (Shivering Isles)]


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[ ----- SPOILERY SECRETS AHEAD ----- ]













09. [SPOILERS for ]

[Umineko no Naku Koro Ni]


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10. [SPOILERS for Supernatural]



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[ ----- TRIGGERY SECRETS AHEAD ----- ]














11. [WARNING for rape]



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12. [possible warning for sexual assault (as I'm sure the thread will contain discussion of it)]



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13. [WARNING for abuse]



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14. [WARNING for rape, abuse, etc]



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15. [WARNING for suicide]



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16. [WARNING for eating disorders]



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17. [WARNING for rape/non-con]

[Homestuck]


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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 000 secrets from Secret Submission Post #319.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 1 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

[fscom]

16. [WARNING for eating disorders]
http://i50.tinypic.com/2nh3fuv.png

[(Anonymous)]

What the fuck is this

[insanenoodlyguy]

Somebody with problems. Somebody with real, recurring problems.

[(Anonymous)]

what the fucking fuck

[charming_stranger]

Wait, why would you want to think anorexia is fun?

[riddian]

As I read it, OP is starting to relapse and the fantasy that it's fun is part of how they're coping.

[(Anonymous)]

When you say you wouldn't wish it on anybody, does that include yourself?

[sugar_spun]

Yeah, I guess she's pretty. She seems sort of generic pretty. Sort of the unoffensive kind of Emma Watson or Kirsten Bell sort.

Is there a particular reason you're so proud of her looks?

[(Anonymous)]

Could somebody translate this secret into any human language and repost it in this thread? I can't even tell if I'm being trolled.

luckily for you I can understand "not quite sane" :(

[(Anonymous)]

Okay, apparently Hilary Duff had an eating disorder, and there are photos of her of around that time and also of her after she recovered a healthy weight.

OP has an eating disorder and/or a skewed perception of what thin/normal/healthy is, so she (? sorry, OP, I'm assuming you are female here but correct me if I'm wrong please) is idealizing sick!Hilary's figure and calling her pretty and so on, while at the same time acknowledging that this is wrong and Hilary is healthier now.

OP admits that she wants to see anorexia as a fantasy and Hilary's pictures help her.

OP then jumps into a non sequitur of how Hilary is good-looking but had to be born with a bad voice to balance that out (?).

Also, OP thinks Hilary has horse teeth or something, which further proves beyond all the other worrying text in the secret that OP's perception of human beauty and what a healthy body looks like is shot to hell and needs therapy ASAP.

[insanenoodlyguy]

This is the kinda fixation that makes you relapse. Be very careful.

[(Anonymous)]

Wow. Never expected you to be the voice of reason. But you are 100% correct!!! Thank you for making this point!

[littletown]

I love Hilary Duff, but um I don't know what to say to this.

[(Anonymous)]

...How the fuck are the pictures on the right "clearly unhealthy"? I'm at least that skinny and my eating habits are perfectly fine.

I don't know her history, so maybe compared to what she normally weighs those pics are really extreme or something, but I'm not seeing it.

[(Anonymous)]

I came here to say the exact same thing. My body is like those pictures on the right, and I'm eating normally. Some people just have 'skinny genes.'

[(Anonymous)]

I think it's clear from this secret that OP has difficulty identifying what is healthy or normal, in more than one respect.

[(Anonymous)]

Aside from what other people pointed out, in what world is that considered horse teeth?

[(Anonymous)]

...I'm probably a bad person, but I read this secret and my only thought was "you've obviously never seen what horse teeth look like."

[kluify]

I hope, if this is what you are saying in your secret, that you are talking to people and getting help for your returning eating disorder. Maybe use how happy and healthy Hilary is now as motivation to get better, if that helps - but, as someone else has said, fixating on HIlary Duff might be exacerbating your problems and you might feel better if you start emotionally distancing yourself from her. I hope you feel better soon, OP.

[velvet_mace]

Horse teeth? Those are horse teeth?

I don't get the whole fragile fairy anorexic fantasy bit at all. She doesn't look unusually thin in any of those pictures. Thin, yes, but thin in the way is totally natural for someone with very small bones. Not thin with ribs showing and arms that don't touch your sides and your hip bones jut out and your breasts shrink to flaps.

She looks good because of her bone structure. If you don't have her bone structure (and you almost certainly don't) you can never achieve that look, no matter how much you starve yourself. You'll simply look terrible, like a bag of bones, not waifish and cute.

So... honestly, OP, I think you have some trouble judging body features, and if you suffer from anorexia, this is a terrible line of thinking to be indulging in.

[(Anonymous)]

wow this sure is an insensitive thread

[(Anonymous)]

OP please seek out some help. From the way you are talking about anorexia it makes me feel like you might be in trouble. Take care of yourself.

[(Anonymous)]

op, please seek help :(

[(Anonymous)]

no1curr I know but ballerinas aren't fragile.

National Eating Disorders Month!

[(Anonymous)]

i was noooot expecting this to be trigger-y for me, but then I saw the plaid halter top, and *sigh*... time machine to 12th grade.

instead of nursing the habit by making secrets about her, why don't you go through pictures from your recovery and write a letter to yourself about how great your life was once you let go of your disease?

focus on all the things you have time for, and the energy you have for your passions and people in your life. how you nuture your health now.

or don't... but you know how that ends. make better choices.