[ SECRET POST #2239 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2239 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

01.


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02.
[Elementary]


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03.
[Pokemon]


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04.
[Noah, Power Rangers MegaForce]


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05.
[Mass Effect]


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06.
[Resident Evil]


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07.
[Medaka Box]


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08.
[Shameless]


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09.
[Star Trek 2009]


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10.
[Dreamwork's Sinbad, Avengers, American Gods, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic
Batman, Gunnerkrigg Court, Grim Adventures, Trickster's Choice/Queen]


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11.
[American Dad]


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12.
[Laurell K. Hamilton]


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13.
[my neighbour totoro]


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14.
[Medaka Box]


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15.
[Downton Abbey]


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16.
[The Red Panda, Black Jack Justice]


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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 04 pages, 080 secrets from Secret Submission Post #320.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 1 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

Re: Non-fandom secrets

[(Anonymous)]

That sounds like depression to me. I mean, I'm no therapist, but I've been depressed in the past (still struggle with it sometimes) and... yeah. That's exactly how depression feels.

You aren't worthless. No one is worthless. I know it can hard to believe that, but it's true.

Try to do what you can, but try to forgive yourself when you have a hard time and can't get something done. (Honestly, forgiving myself is one of the most important things I've learned to do.)

Also, therapy might be a good idea if you can afford it. Maybe medication too, that's up to you, it certainly helps some people. (For me, it helped me be functional while I was learning the skills that I now use to get along in life without the medication.)

Re: Non-fandom secrets

[(Anonymous)]

Oh, forgiving myself. I will definitely need to try and be more forgiving of myself. I'm... really hard on myself in general. That's... going to be a hard one. But I've gotten better about worrying too much, I can get better with this, too.

Yeah, it's one of those things where I know I'm not worthless. But it's so hard not to feel that way. Especially when I start thinking on just how much I suck at being an adult. Thank you for saying it, though. Having a place I can come as a reminder that no, I'm not as worthless as I feel.

I wish I could. But I'm still paying off medical bills from years ago. Can't really afford more debt. Maybe if I ever get a job with better health insurance that gives me hours. It has to happen some time, right?

Re: Non-fandom secrets

[(Anonymous)]

Ah yeah, it is tough. It sounds kinda silly, but I also had to learn to forgive myself for being hard on myself? Like, it was tough to not beat myself up over beating myself up so much. Just trying to break that recursive cycle of self-hatred. But just... yeah. Having at least some part of myself that will be gentle with myself, that's important.

That sucks about the debt. :( I hope someday soon you can afford to get the help you need. I wish things didn't have to be that way...

Ah, I wish I could help more. Sorry.

Re: Non-fandom secrets

[(Anonymous)]

It doesn't sound silly at all.

Yeah. It kind of sucks. And it's one of the biggest things that I feel horrible about. I got screwed over with the shitty health insurance I had at the time, and have been paying what I can since then.

Part of it is... I don't think where I live is all that conducive to my happiness/anti-depression. It's not BAD, it's just... the longer I'm here the more unhappy I am. There's a move in my future but packing up the amount of crap two people have accumulated over a lot of years is whole lot of boxes. I feel like I've stagnated, being here.

Just talking to you means more than you know.