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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2013-03-08 07:13 pm

[ SECRET POST #2257 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2257 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.



#8 and 9 are moving gifs.



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[Jessica Alba]


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[porn... sort of. illustrated]


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13. [SPOILERS for A Song of Ice and Fire]



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14. [SPOILERS for Supernatural]



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15. [SPOILERS for Brave, Wreck-It Ralph]



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16. [SPOILERS for Persona 3]



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17. [WARNING for suicide, self harm]

[My Mad Fat Diary]


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[Far Cry 3]


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19. [WARNING for self harm and sexual abuse]



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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 000 secrets from Secret Submission Post #322.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 1 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ], [ 1 - ships it ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Re: Suicidal Ideation - Clarification? [TW]

(Anonymous) 2013-03-10 02:21 am (UTC)(link)
The thing is, that "fantasizing" or "thinking"? That's a form of planning. It's the impulsive sort that can quickly turn lethal. Trust me, that's how I know what NOT to have in my place because they are my chosen weapons for ending my life. Not everyone cries out for help; some people stuff everything down so deep that when they do finally give into the impulse, they don't have their affairs in order. Which is why people go "I never knew they were having these thoughts".

The big question is: Are you thinking about the future at all? Have you made any plans? Have any dreams?

If not, I'd get thee to a professional. Pronto. Lack of interest in a future life is a red flag.

If you want textbook definitions, passive suicidal ideation is along the lines of "I wish I were dead" or "I wish a bolt would come out of the blue". Active suicidal ideation is when those thoughts change to "get me a gun" or "I'll go drink that bleach."

- Anon who has dealt with suicidal thoughts/impulses for years and is under the care of several professionals who keep tabs on me, because those thoughts/impulses are the result of a wonky brain. Not-wonky-brain-me desperately wants to live!