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fandomsecrets2013-03-15 06:46 pm
case) wrote in fandomsecrets2013-03-15 06:46 pm
[ SECRET POST #2264 ]
⌈ Secret Post #2264 ⌋
Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.
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[Criminal Minds, Dharma & Greg]
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[Teen Wolf/Colton Haynes]
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[Alex and Emma Watson]
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[Anthony Bourdain and Guy Fieri]
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[World of Warcraft]
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[Kuroko no Basket]
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[Les Miserables]
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[Psycho Pass]
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[Journey Into Mystery]
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[ ----- SPOILERY SECRETS AHEAD ----- ]
15. [SPOILERS for Buffy]
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[ ----- TRIGGERY SECRETS AHEAD ----- ]
16. [SPOILERS for Spartacus]
[WARNING for rape]
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17. [WARNING for child abuse]
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[Kuroshitsuji; linked for (obvious) child abuse, animated]
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18. [WARNING for incest]
[Revolution]
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19. [WARNING for rape/abuse]
[Assassin's Creed 3]
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Notes:
Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 000 secrets from Secret Submission Post #323.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 1 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.
Re: Depression/Meds - In need of a hug :(
Sorry to hear your medication might not be working out :(
It's very easy for me to get all nostalgic about when I was "smarter", and feel bad for living up to my own expectations. I'll reminisce about having less stress, more time, and more resources back then, and wonder how I've manage to squander so much opportunity to essentially have gone nowhere in my life.
But I find it's a terrible form of escapism, because unless I'm reflecting on what I did right back then so I could emulate it now, I'm
wasting time sighing over it. Again, it's very easy for me to fall into this habit, so I do understand it's not easy to just get over it and put these thoughts aside.
There's settling for something because it's one step towards your end goal (office droning, and then becoming a writer), and then there's settling because you believe there is nothing (office drone foreverrrrr).
I do hope you re-find passion in your interests and start writing again. And also that an opportunity for education that matters to you comes up.
Re: Depression/Meds - In need of a hug :(
You're right, I think. But it's hard to not get all nostalgic for times when I managed things better, and did more stuff. My whole life, my identity had been constructed around the things I was able to create and think and now it's like all of that went away. I don't know who am I anymore - though, I'm trying. Therapy has helped with that, giving more importance to my emotions instead of just my brain.
Thank you for the advice. I still don't know what I'm going to do about my education, but I'll be battling to get through it nevertheless, if that makes sense.