[ SECRET POST #2284 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2284 ⌋

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Comments

Re: Vent those emotions

[guardians_song]

Anon... I'm going to assume you probably feel the same way about online people telling you things or 'looking' at you as you do about RL people, so I'll not try to comfort you. If I'm mistaken and you'd be willing to accept sympathy, you can say so in a reply. As is, all I'll say on that front is that you don't sound like a child - you sound like a deeply miserable adult.

Down to brass tacks, then.
IRL, if you can fake normalcy long enough to scrape your way back up in your classes or file the paperwork to receive Incompletes on them/whatever you need to do to make it up later, try to do so. Also, please see a doctor to see if you can get medication. Even if your emotional state can't be improved by meds, they ought to at least improve your RL functioning a bit. :\

Anyway, here's a list of hotlines that may be relevant. Remember, these people's jobs are to aid their callers, so don't get fussed about bothering them or taking up their time.
Hotline List:

Self-Injury Hotline
SAFE (Self Abuse Finally Ends) Alternatives Program
www.selfinjury.com
1-800-DONT CUT (1-800-366-8288)

Help Finding a Therapist
1-800-THERAPIST (1-800-843-7274)

Yellow Ribbon Suicide Prevention Program
1-800-SUICIDE (1-800-784-2433)
1-800-999-9999

Good luck with getting through this, anon. It can get better. I've seen people hit lows like you're at and gradually recover. I've been in a similar place (minus self-injury) myself. So... no matter how bad it is, it can improve. Until then, you've just got to survive.

Again, good luck, anon.