[ SECRET POST #2301 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2301 ⌋

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Comments

TW: Possible ED?

[(Anonymous)]

(Reposted because I posted in the wrong tag)

I have a non-pc fetish that encompasses chubby girls (and lately chubby guys), sensual feeding, and all the decadence of combining gourmet food and sex. It also involves (mild) weight gain. Not to the levels of obesity, but yeah, putting on weight and getting softer and cuddlier and. I just want to hold a person with that kind of body and lavish them with attention, cover them in bite marks and touch them all over.

I don't know if I want to have a chubby girlfriend to cook for, or gain until I am a chubby girl myself, getting very very pampered; or have both things at the same time.

(Both. Both sound good. We could have together the most delicious meals and grow fat and be insanely attracted to each other, and give absolutely no fucks about other people's opinions.)

On the other hand, I went up a few kilos in the last months and I hate how I look. But not how I feel to the touch. And I kind of want to gain more? The idea of gaining makes me horny instantly. But then I look at myself at the mirror, and... I gross myself out. It's all so hypocritical. So there are days I over-eat (I wouldn't call it "binge eating", but close), and days I barely drink coffee and take a bite of something. Because I can't decide.

I feel like I'm walking on the verge of an eating disorder... but I don't know in which direction.

Re: TW: Possible ED?

[(Anonymous)]

since no one else has replied, i will.

i can't diagnose you over the internet, since a) i'm not qualified, and b) the person with the best knowledge of your situation is you.

if this is something that's making you upset or causing you stress, the obvious thing i'd suggest is talking to a professional about it.

you can try a counsellor or a psychologist or even going to the doctor (they may refer you to a psychologist), or if money's a concern for you, there may be free online, phone, or walk-in services you can access.

even making the effort to talk to someone about it can be difficult, especially with sensitive topics like weight gain & sexual fantasies. personally, dragging myself off to see a psychologist was scary for me... but definitely worth it.

also, if you don't feel comfortable with the person you're talking to about it, always know that you can see someone else! it's not a locked-in commitment. :)

i hope this helps. best of luck, anon!