[ SECRET POST #2327 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2327 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.


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02.
[Sofia the First]


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03.
[Once Upon a Time]


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04.
[Tara Strong, John de Lancie]


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05.
[Iron Man 3]


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06.
[Cristiano Ronaldo]


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07.
[BriTANick]


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08.
[Teen Wolf]


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09.
[Community]


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10.
[Batman movies (Nolan)]


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11.
[Nine Inch Nails]


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[Harry Potter]


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[Romeo and Juliet, 1968]


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15. [SPOILERS for Supernatural]



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16. [SPOILERS for Star Trek: Into Darkness]



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17. [repeat]


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18. [WARNING for suicide]

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19. [WARNING for non-con]



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20. [WARNING for dubcon]



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21. [WARNING for eating disorders]



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Comments

[fscom]

18. [WARNING for suicide]
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[(Anonymous)]

I am so sorry for you. What I'm going to say will probably seem meaningless, but... Back in high school, a student killed himself, very publicly. His twin brother didn't know.

If you want them, you can have all the hugs you want, OP.

[(Anonymous)]

I failed to protect mine too. I looked her murderer right in the eye and never even suspected.

HUG THREAD

[(Anonymous)]

for everyone who wants them

Re: HUG THREAD

[tyger66]

Re: HUG THREAD

[(Anonymous)]

GIF LOVE GIF LOVE GIF LOVE!!

[straycatblues]

I'm sorry for your loss,OP.

[queerwolf]

I'm very sorry to hear that. And while this will be no consolation whatsoever, there's nothing you could have done.

[(Anonymous)]

I'm sorry for your loss, OP.

I know you promised to protect your brother, but you can't protect people from themselves. I know this means nothing from an internet stranger, but there really was nothing you could have done.

[(Anonymous)]

My brother killed himself too, Anon. I was the bookish one off at school, but I know what you mean about wanting to protect them. I'm glad you're finding some good to do in remembrance, but I don't think you failed. You can't make a person decide to stay here, but you can make the world in general a little easier for others to be in (even if they don't tell you). Keep slaying the little demons along the way.

[silverau]

Oh, OP. I am so sorry.

[owen_in_boots]

Oh my god this gutted me :(

[(Anonymous)]

Both of my adult sisters have attempted suicide, and I didn't know. I also didn't know for several years that the reason one had attempted suicide was because she'd miscarried; I'd had no idea she was even pregnant.

For a long time I thought about how to best succeed at suicide, because if I was going to try it, I might as well make the third time the charm. No one suspected, at least enough to ask me, even when I was crying at the table during family dinner. Because I stayed quiet and busied myself or turned my head away just enough so no one would see there were tears. No one knows that I considered suicide even now (I planned but never attempted). And for a little bit I was sad at what it meant that I was succeeding, was anyone really paying attention?, before remembering I hadn't seen warning signs for my sisters before their ambulance trips. That no one noticed only meant I was successful in my intentions.

None of us had wanted anyone to know. It's very likely, OP, that what you saw is what your brother wanted you to see. It's a pretty strange mindset, at least in my experience, where you both want help but even more don't want anyone to think you need help. So I'm really glad you look out for others, OP. You sound like a good person. I'm not sure I'd be as noble in my response if either of my sisters had succeeded, since my response to the attempts wasn't so great either. I hope that you can keep your grace, and let go of your guilt. It's hard for anyone to see what isn't being shown.

[maplelump]

I've attempted suicide, and honestly? When I was in that place, that was what felt like the answer. I knew I had a loving family, a sport that I LOVED to do, friends that were basically extended family... but in that moment, I felt that I had no other option.

I was severely depressed, I personally had put too much pressure on myself, in the end... it was my decision to take all those pills. No one forced me. No one was treating me badly. It was obviously, a stupid decision. But it felt RIGHT at the time.

I'm not saying that's what your brother was feeling, just as someone who has attempted, what was going through my mind.

From reading your secret, your brother knew that you loved him, knew that you'd do ANYTHING for him and that you are a quality human being. So... try not to blame yourself for something you couldn't control. The fact that you try to help people when you travel says more about your character and strength than you know.

I'm sending a lot of hugs your way.

[(Anonymous)]

I am so sorry for your loss, OP.

My brother took his own life too, some years ago. I know I failed him, and I'm not so sure the whole 'I'll never let anyone down again' thing is going so good, but you sound like you're doing a good job of it.

I think it's nice to have some kind of legacy, do something different to remember them by. Good work!! I would Hi-5 you, but we probably would rather have a massive hug about now. *hugs*

[(Anonymous)]

OP, I'm seconding the comments that it wasn't your fault - it was his decision. Some people feel that they are a failure, a burden to society or somehow have no way to escape from the hole they've created. Suicide is a way- a permanent one, yes, but certainly not something you could have picked up unless you saw scars or he admitted it to you. People are very good at hiding their suicidal feelings.