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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2013-05-17 06:34 pm

[ SECRET POST #2327 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2327 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.


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02.
[Sofia the First]


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03.
[Once Upon a Time]


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04.
[Tara Strong, John de Lancie]


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05.
[Iron Man 3]


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06.
[Cristiano Ronaldo]


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07.
[BriTANick]


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08.
[Teen Wolf]


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09.
[Community]


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10.
[Batman movies (Nolan)]


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11.
[Nine Inch Nails]


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12.
[Harry Potter]


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13.
[Romeo and Juliet, 1968]


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15. [SPOILERS for Supernatural]



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16. [SPOILERS for Star Trek: Into Darkness]



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17. [repeat]


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18. [WARNING for suicide]

[Supernatural]


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19. [WARNING for non-con]



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20. [WARNING for dubcon]



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21. [WARNING for eating disorders]



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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 000 secrets from Secret Submission Post #332.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

(Anonymous) 2013-05-18 04:43 am (UTC)(link)
Both of my adult sisters have attempted suicide, and I didn't know. I also didn't know for several years that the reason one had attempted suicide was because she'd miscarried; I'd had no idea she was even pregnant.

For a long time I thought about how to best succeed at suicide, because if I was going to try it, I might as well make the third time the charm. No one suspected, at least enough to ask me, even when I was crying at the table during family dinner. Because I stayed quiet and busied myself or turned my head away just enough so no one would see there were tears. No one knows that I considered suicide even now (I planned but never attempted). And for a little bit I was sad at what it meant that I was succeeding, was anyone really paying attention?, before remembering I hadn't seen warning signs for my sisters before their ambulance trips. That no one noticed only meant I was successful in my intentions.

None of us had wanted anyone to know. It's very likely, OP, that what you saw is what your brother wanted you to see. It's a pretty strange mindset, at least in my experience, where you both want help but even more don't want anyone to think you need help. So I'm really glad you look out for others, OP. You sound like a good person. I'm not sure I'd be as noble in my response if either of my sisters had succeeded, since my response to the attempts wasn't so great either. I hope that you can keep your grace, and let go of your guilt. It's hard for anyone to see what isn't being shown.