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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2013-05-25 04:12 pm

[ FS Anon Meme ]

F!S Anon Meme (the ??th)


Secrets, rants, opinions, anything you want to say about your fandom or a fandom or fandom in general, do it here! Anonymously, of course. Get it all off your chest.

Some ground rules:
1. Going anon is encouraged but not absolutely required (for those who struggle with recaptchas and stuff).
2. No autoplaying/autolooping embeds, or embeds that cover/stretch the screen.
3. No dropping personal info or IRL contact info, etc.

That's about it, though!

(Today's post is below.)

(Anonymous) 2013-05-26 12:33 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks. I actually had a friend in theatre who's parents were in theatre and they apparently always told her that they regretted going into it, that life would be better if they'd had jobs with secure income and stability. I told her my father - who was a musician in his youth - had the exact opposite regrets in becoming an engineer instead. And it's something I keep telling myself, that there's no "right" path, that no matter what I would've chosen, there'd still be regrets somewhere... but it's hard.

And tbh, I know I'll feel better once I have some income coming in, but right now I'm just left wondering what the point of it all was if I'm left broke either way.

I'm doing my best to "balance" both of my lives, but until I get a better grip on things I'm worried that - in trying to hold onto two things - it won't be enough for either.