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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2013-07-13 03:49 pm

[ SECRET POST #2384 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2384 ⌋

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Opposite to all the fit!secrets

(Anonymous) 2013-07-13 10:31 pm (UTC)(link)
What wouldn't I do to give zero fucks about my appearance.

Freshman fifteen became more like "freshman thirty", even though I cook healthy meals myself. It feels good to be chubby and eat deliciously and a lot. My body is soft and nice to the touch and I like preparing my own food, I'm a kitchen goddess.

... I just hate how I look, because I indeed was rail thin. And well, how everyone gives me grief.

I want to give everyone the finger and just do what I want but Deeply Engrained Societal Standards of Beauty are spoiling my fun.

/whine&cheese

Re: Opposite to all the fit!secrets

(Anonymous) 2013-07-13 11:12 pm (UTC)(link)
I've been on a sort of masochistic binge lately, and have been randomly browsing /b/. Mmmm. I don't think any other place on the internet hates fat women more than /b/. I think I've lost quite a bit of self-confidence, too, haha

I think if you're not unhealthily overweight, then just ignore them. If it's just a few pounds, then who cares?

Re: Opposite to all the fit!secrets

(Anonymous) 2013-07-13 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
No, not unhealthily overweight, but it feels so damn nice I'm considering gaining a little bit more and. And that's not very PC.

Re: Opposite to all the fit!secrets

(Anonymous) 2013-07-13 11:24 pm (UTC)(link)
I completely agree, with the situation, cause, and reaction. :/ I used to be pretty skinny myself, but I've put on quite a bit of weight (something like 50 pounds, I think?) and I've never felt happier even though everyone keeps giving me frowny faces. I just like having an ass, okay?

*grumbles*

Re: Opposite to all the fit!secrets

(Anonymous) 2013-07-13 11:43 pm (UTC)(link)
OH GOD, thank you for getting it, seriously. I've never felt so happier, I'm considering making a recipe blog, and I feel so much hotter... at least when I touch myself. And then I look into the mirror and my confidence gets screwed to hell and I get massive guilt. But not enough guilt to think I don't want to continue this lifestyle. And so I'm stuck.

Re: Opposite to all the fit!secrets

(Anonymous) 2013-07-13 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
There is nothing wrong with that. Nothing. No matter if people give you frowny faces or not.

Re: Opposite to all the fit!secrets

(Anonymous) 2013-07-13 11:51 pm (UTC)(link)
My £0.02

I am obese. Morbidly obese. I mean, I have a fine cholesterol level and my blood pressure is better than my healthy eating, football playing younger workmates, but in the end I am 5'11, 28 stone, I don't exercise, I work at a computer screen, and I'm addicted to pizza.

My attitude is essentially 'Fuck you all. When I die, I'm going to have gotten more joy, and comfort out of my 50 years than you healthy fuckers have gotten out of your 90+ years. When I die it will be because I enjoyed my life and ruined my body, not because my healthy living and exercise regime failed to out-run death'

Be happy, either you're better off than me, or you're getting what you can out of life, either way the important thing is to be happy with your choice.

Re: Opposite to all the fit!secrets

(Anonymous) 2013-07-14 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
The thing is, I do think you're right. I want to be able to get into that mindset. Because eating is just too amazing and I'm becoming better and better at the kitchen (not going to lie: I'm damn good), and eating things I love until I'm stuffed feels so fucking good!

On the other hand, excercizing bores me and puts me in pain, I can't get into any sport, and I swear to god, I get no endorfins from it. Just the feeling I wasted my time doing something I loathe. I plain can't enjoy it. Oh, I will try to walk and take the stairs and that kind of stuff, but I already tried having an ~excerzise regime~ and it made me just so fucking unhappy and so very tired. No, I'm not doing that again.

I guess I have to rock the weight and enjoy the ride, because sure as fuck I'm not getting down of it. I just... need to get rid of this guilt first.

Re: Opposite to all the fit!secrets

(Anonymous) 2013-07-17 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
lol, you sound like you actually think the only source of joy in life is eating. pathetic.