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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2013-07-22 06:51 pm

[ SECRET POST #2393 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2393 ⌋

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Aaargh

(Anonymous) 2013-07-23 07:17 am (UTC)(link)
I can't sleep because of this stupid fanfic I'm trying to write. I can't stop thinking about it. Entire scenes compose themselves in my head as soon as I lie down and close my eyes. And it's a disjointed piece of shit and I want it to be so much better but I just. can't. write. I've got this whole big half-chapter written out that goes all "ooh, mysterious, we know something happened, but what?" in the dumbest and most annoying way, and there's so much actual information I want to weave in, but I wrote that whole sequence of ~emotion~ and ~aftermathiness~ and now it's just too seamless (if awful) to put other shit into the middle of. Uugh.

And it's even worse because I'm dedicating it to a friend of mine, because her awesome fics inspired me to write more...which led to this disaster I've assembled. And I know she'll say she loves it no matter what, and she'll mean it, and somehow that just makes it even worse. And oh god I hate myself so much right now. I hate my writing, I hate the fact I haven't gotten an ounce better with practice, I hate how she'll be so happy to receive it and won't even realize it's such horrible bull...ohhh I hate everything. I just want to sleep. I've got class in the morning and I just want to sleep...

Re: Aaargh

(Anonymous) 2013-07-23 10:46 pm (UTC)(link)
late comment, but just write those scenes in a separate document and worry about how to put them together later