[ SECRET POST #2411 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2411 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[Supernatural/Jensen Ackles]


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[Mathias Lillmåns of Finntroll; Jonne Järvelä of Korpiklaani; Heri Joensen of Týr]


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[Welcome to Night Vale]


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[The Sweeney]


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[Kaizoku Sentai Gokaiger, RP]


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[Bioshock Infinite: Burial at Sea]


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[NCIS]


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[Fire Emblem: Awakening]


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[Daniel Sharman/Teen Wolf]


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[Chris Hardwick and Janet Varney]


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21. [SPOILERS for Transformers Prime]



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22. [SPOILERS for Harry Potter]



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23. [SPOILERS for Strawberry Night, Strawberry Night: Invisible Rain]
[WARNING for rape]




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24. [WARNING for depression, abuse, suicide]

[Harry Potter]


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Notes:

Sorry about that, miscounted during the week and it was a bit longer than usual.

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warning for depression, abuse, suicide

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warning for depression, abuse, suicide

[Picture is Hermione Granger from Harry Potter movies.]

I'm diagnosed with "BDP" and major depressive disorder. Before this I was in a two year relationship that ended in January with a guy I was madly in love with. We talked kids, marriage and I was willing to move to Canada for him. After suicide attempts and constantly trying to call him I broke down and told my mother everything that really went on behind the relationship... the pushing for nudes, the guilting for stripping, the emotional manipulation for sex, the body shaming, etc. (short version anyways) after that until now I've still been obsessed with calling him seeking answers, wanting to love him, seeking approval and more. I started cutting myself and attempted suicide three more times this past year and a hospitalization (mental health center). My ex told everyone I was crazy, a stalker, etc. I was breaking down and was going down a dark depressive path. I felt there was no way out. He even threatened restraining orders on me for the calling.

Then, finally I thought... What would HERMIONE say to me? Or THINK of me?

She'd probably give me a good smack and tell me to stop being so ridiculous and pathetic for a dumb asshole. And that I'm better than that!

I need to be a strong woman like Hermione is. Thanks, Hermione.

Context: I noted I have "BPD" because of the abandonment issues.