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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2013-08-22 06:51 pm

[ SECRET POST #2424 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2423 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 01 pages, 012 secrets from Secret Submission Post #346.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 1 2 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

[personal profile] transcriptanon 2013-08-23 12:09 am (UTC)(link)
[Picture is the drawing of a (symbol, not actual fleshy organ) red heart split in two.]

Not secret: It's been over a year now since I had a falling out with my best friend at the time. We got along great, but she suddenly seldom spoke to me, and when I asked her why she said some hurtful things, and I'm sure I said hurtful things back. I apologized and tried to gently rekindle the friendship several times, but she wanted to go separate ways, so it ended.

Secret: I still miss her a lot and feel guilt over losing her, and I feel like if I had been into her fandoms this wouldn't have happened. We both belong to different fandoms and she was very passionate about hers. I was willing to dabble in what she liked a little bit, but I didn't really like any of the things she was into.

The break up wasn't about fandom, self, that's dumb. Then again, her reasons for that break up were petty, so maybe fandom was a part in what happened. I know I made some mistakes, and I feel guilty about it, but I almost feel worse that I couldn't be a fandom friend for her. We were close friends before this. I wish she'd forgive me and give us a second chance. Self, it's been a year. You need to move on, it's a part of life. Things probably wouldn't work out anyway because you aren't like her.

Bonus secret: I'm terrible at making friends and meeting people because I'm quirky, introverted, and shy. I've tried before but it never works out. I'm awfully disadvantaged when it comes to making new friends, whoops.