[ SECRET POST #2447 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2447 ⌋

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Comments

Re: It's that time again (non-fandom confessions)

[(Anonymous)]

I'm in love with my best friend. Again.

Re: It's that time again (non-fandom confessions)

[caecilia]

I've been there.

Re: It's that time again (non-fandom confessions)

[(Anonymous)]

It sucks, because I just can't tell if she would want me back or not.

We dated before and I broke it off because I "wasn't happy". Looking back at it now, now I'm in the "I've recovered enough to feel normal" stage of post-depression, I know that I couldn't tell the difference between 'I'm unhappy and it's your fault' and 'I'm unhappy because I have a mental illness'.

We've carried on being best friends since then and when we go get dinner or go shopping, it sorta feels like a date. I'm just too chicken to tell her 'look, it wasn't ever you, it really was me, please take me back we were diamonds together'.

I know I need to get my shit together and have that conversation with her, but it's hard when we broke up 5 years ago and I spent about 3 years feeling sorry for myself and trying to get her not to like me any more. Now I'm at a point where I could talk about it, I don't know how to bring it up.

Sorry for the tl;dr, by the way.

Re: It's that time again (non-fandom confessions)

[insanenoodlyguy]

Too bad cause that's probably the best way to say it: Directly and honestly.

Re: It's that time again (non-fandom confessions)

[(Anonymous)]

Oh I know. I do realise this is my problem and it's up to me to sort it. I'm just being a wuss about it.

Re: It's that time again (non-fandom confessions)

[sootyowl]

Go for it anon! Or you might miss your window.

Re: It's that time again (non-fandom confessions)

[(Anonymous)]

Fuck, I think I'm in your same position right now. :(

Re: It's that time again (non-fandom confessions)

[(Anonymous)]

The worst bit is knowing exactly what you need to do to rectify it, but not having the guts to do it. Hang in there, anon. I guess we'll get through it together.

Re: It's that time again (non-fandom confessions)

[(Anonymous)]

Yes, I agree on that. I think I know what I could do about it, in theory. But yeah, so many things at stake... :/ Good luck to you too, I guess.

Re: It's that time again (non-fandom confessions)

[(Anonymous)]

I'm the opposite; my best friend was in love with me. He told me, and I gave it a shot, but it just didn't work out for me. I just didn't feel the same way. I broke down when I told him and I felt so bad because I love him so much, just... not romantically.

All is good now though because he's dating someone new and she's lovely and I'm so happy for him. It just sucks because things are still so awkward between us. I'm giving him as much time as he needs. I'm just scared that we'll never be as close as we used to be. We haven't talked in a few weeks, and the last time I saw him he was really detached and sat as far away from me as he could at our table.