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Re: I feel bullied in my home
(Anonymous) 2013-09-18 12:11 am (UTC)(link)By your post, I'm shocked at the "my parents want me to get a job." Why don't YOU want to get a job? I think we've identified the problem right here.
Re: I feel bullied in my home
(Anonymous) 2013-09-18 12:53 am (UTC)(link)It's that they expect me to get one NOWNOWNOW.
Also i get told when I feel buried in my emotions and ask to be sent to get help because I feel the urge to physically punish myself frequently due to OCD and just plain self hate. They think a job will solve my problems.
Re: I feel bullied in my home
(Anonymous) 2013-09-18 01:19 am (UTC)(link)to be frank, from your posts it seems like you need a job a lot more than you need hospitalization. that being said, if you're self-harming and have uncontrollable crying, you need anti-depressants at least and a psychologist if at all possible. do you have insurance? this might help cover it.
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(Anonymous) 2013-09-18 01:54 am (UTC)(link)I want to be somewhere with psychological professionals because to be frank my parents do NOT understand much of anything about mental disorders at all.
When i had tics due to OCD it's like "just stop doing them" "stoooooop it that's not appropriate." "Please stop breaking down and being anxious you're on a vacation have fun"
also my mom has this thing about constantly reminding me that "the community is small and people talk". she did it in our old small town and as a result I spent nearly a year thinking that I didn't have a job because people were so freaked out by my wandering around town. Because wandering around Walmart all day because you're bored as fuck is SOOOOO CREEPY according to her.