[ SECRET POST #2450 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2450 ⌋

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OP

[(Anonymous)]

I just want to be in a place where having a disability is RECOGNIZED and I'm not told "Oh you can do it, just TRY harder." I want to go to a place to pull myself together so I can get back into the world.

I have breakdowns everyday. I dissolve into crying for no reason at all. I feel emotional swings where i think about dying. I compulsively self harm to punish myself for getting mad at them

I've tried to wake them up multiple times , I've tried running away. I just want them to recognize that I'm actually sick.

I don't WANT to stay there forever. I just want my feelings listened to. I want to be able to talk to someone about my feelings. About feeling trapped hopeless and worthless , without that someone saying "I get it you blame me for everything" afterward.

I want to be reminded "this is a small town people talk" when I wear pants that show four inches of ankle in the winter, and then told I'm banned from wearing those pants at work even when I've told my parents my employers DON'T FUCKING CARE. ("they're just being polite" No Mom, if there was a company policy about it they would tell me. They wouldn't waste time being polite.)

I do believe I may be a threat to myself. Every day I get a rejection I feel worse.

Re: OP

[(Anonymous)]

Vocational Rehab may be able to help, depending on where you live.

If that's not an option (or possibly even if it is), see if you can get in touch with other people who have your same disability(s)- some of them may have had similar experiences, and they're more likely to know where and how to access resources, and to have suggestions and/or coping tricks that will actually work for you.

Re: OP

[saku]

my advice to you is, again, do what you gotta do to keep yourself safe and get well. a lot of people are going to try tough love on you (your parents possibly included) and i know that doesn't work for everybody - no less when the "love" part isn't being reinforced whatsoever - so just take care of yourself. as long as you know that hospitalisation isn't going to change the people around you, then chances are it's worth a shot.

Re: OP

[(Anonymous)]

*nods*

Thank you.