[ SECRET POST #2450 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2450 ⌋

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[(Anonymous)]

99.9% sure huh?

I was hitting myself to "punish myself" for bad thoughts was I was 9.

I was making myself sick for thinking bad things when oh about 15, not because I wanted to mind. I would dread and fear it, but I felt compelled to out of guilt.

I was diagnosed with severe OCD when I was 11 and then again at 17. It comes and goes throughout life but often seems to flare up when I move somewhere. I've JUST moved and have some serious anxiety. I'm breaking down crying for no reason and have suicidal urges when I get turned down for a job.

I have never even taken drivers ed and was pretty much told when I was 18 that I never would be able to drive and had to rely on my parents if I wanted to get somewhere.

I feel like I'm trapped in a prison. and I feel like I'm going to be trapped in this prison forever unless I get a job. and the prospect of getting a job doesn't look good. I want to separate myself from my family because I'm afraid of hurting them. I'm afraid of hurting me.

I just want them to live a happy life they deserve.

Without me.