[ SECRET POST #2462 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2462 ⌋

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Comments

Re: Why am I attracted to guys who are jerks to me?

[(Anonymous)]

My self esteem is pretty shitty, but I don't think I deserve being mistreated. At least I don't think I do... Sometimes when something bad happens to me I'll sulk for days and go on a mental cycle of hating myself and thinking I deserved it, and for some reason it feels really good (quoting Garbage, "You know I love it when the news is bad, And why it feels so good to feel so sad), but I've never had that feeling about a relationship.

Re: Why am I attracted to guys who are jerks to me?

[(Anonymous)]

It could be a sort of subconscious attempt at self-sabotage or something. I find that psychological issues like low self-esteem and depression can be disturbingly self-perpetuating, to the point that I sometimes feel like anthropomorphizing them as creatures that are actively fighting my efforts to fix myself (to the point of sabotaging my interest in helping myself) so they can live on.

Nasty stuff. Good to talk to a trained professional about it if you can.