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⌈ Secret Post #2464 ⌋

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Comments

Re: Fucking terrified.

[elaminator]

It's totally okay for you to be terrified in a situation like this, and please don't feel like you shouldn't. Like others have said, everyone else would be too, and there's nothing shameful about that. I guess the thing to do in this situation is just to remind yourself that they haven't found cancer yet, and there's a chance they won't, and until then there's nothing more you can do. If they do find something at least you'll be finding out about it now, so that something can be done about it.

And I'm sure your friends and family wouldn't mind hearing about your fears seeing as they're worrying about the same things, but I can understand why you don't want to bring it up to them. That's thoughtful of you.

Hope things work out anon.

OP

[(Anonymous)]

Yeah, I can see some of my friends being supportive, but my family are more likely to just sob all over me and make me feel worse.

They probably won't find any nasty things and then I'll feel really silly for being so scared.

Thank you.

Your Dylan icon makes me happy. *pets*

Re: OP

[elaminator]

Yea, I know how you feel. :( It's hard seeing family upset and sometimes it seems easier to leave them out of it as much as possible and deal on your own, but that isn't pleasant either. Either way there's a whole lot of worry going around, so whether you want to experience it alone or with someone else...it's never going to be easy. Either way is understandable imo, but needing or wanting someone to lean on is totally fine as well. I hope you can at least discuss this with some of your friends because keeping those kind of feelings inside is hellish.

And pfft, people go through little shit every single day that terrifies them, something like this is not a thing you need to feel silly for worrying about. Believe me on this.

Happy to be of service!

Re: OP

[(Anonymous)]

I might talk to my friends when I see them on friday depending on sobriety and PDA levels. Sometimes they're not great at serious conversation, and two of them are dating each other and I can't talk to them when they're both looking at me but groping/stroking/tickling each other. *shudder*

I know rationally that it's not silly. I just have a mindset about not telling people when I feel upset or scared or sick because it worries them. So even though I feel like death and I'm terrified, I still end up answering "I'm fine" to everything.

Ahhh. That gif is so perfect.

Re: OP

[elaminator]

*snort* That does not sound like the best moment to have a serious discussion with them, no... Still, if they're your friends I'm sure they want to know what's going on in your life and would appreciate hearing it from you! And I doubt they would want you to go through this alone either, though of course it's much harder to find the words in the moment...

"I'm fine" is an easy answer, I don't blame you. No one wants to feel like they're burdening their loved ones, but at the same time the people who love you are probably not going to see you as a burden in the first place, least of all for a reason like this. Buttt, like you said, feelings aren't always rational.

Re: OP

[(Anonymous)]

Talking is hard.

Thanks for the advice. They probably would want to know.