[ SECRET POST #2469 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2469 ⌋

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Comments

Re: Return of a suicidal anon...

[(Anonymous)]

My situation isn't as bad as yours, as at least I have a place to live, but I can empathize with the working (in my case more than full time, as I have three jobs) and not being able to afford much. (Rent pretty much takes more than half of what I make. And then there are a ton of other expenses like gas/electricity (I dread winter coming), gas for my car, food, etc.)

Are there any housing subsidies that you might qualify for? Awhile back when I only had the single job, I was looking into Section 8 as a possibility for helping me afford rent. Maybe it could help you?
http://home.howstuffworks.com/real-estate/section-8-housing2.htm

Good luck. And I really hope you get your housing situation and your life figured out.

Re: Return of a suicidal anon...

[(Anonymous)]

ayrt

Section 8 where I live has been closed to new applications for years. I did look into other stuff but none of it applied to me except maybe housing projects which weren't near my work. I gross too much money for most aid, though a lot of it goes to my health insurance which I'm afraid to drop because I have psych issues.

I did get a second job for a while, but my boss kept telling me how bad at it I was, and also kept emphasizing that it was really easy compared to other jobs in the field so she didn't get why I couldn't do it. That left me afraid to look for any job in the field, because she was right -- it was an easy job and I couldn't do it.

I'm sorry you're in a rough situation too. Three jobs is a really heavy load.

Re: Return of a suicidal anon...

[(Anonymous)]

maybe "you couldn't do it" because you were too stressed out

sometimes you are not in a good mental place to work well

it happens (hey, it's happened to me)

Re: Return of a suicidal anon...

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ayrt

I think that was definitely part of it but I had two different really bad experiences at two facilities that left me feeling totally incompetent. Granted one of them was because of an asshole who was supposed to be training me who really was an asshole. I blame a lot on myself but even I can't blame the way she treated me on anyone but her. But yeah, I really need more self-esteem but it's a little hard to get it.