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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2013-10-15 07:03 pm

[ SECRET POST #2478 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2478 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[rune factory 4]


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[Law & Order]


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[Wander Over Yonder]


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[Breaking Bad]


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[Transformers: IDW Generation One]


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(Panic! at the Disco)


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[Luke Evans as Bard the Bowman in "The Hobbit: The Desolation of Smaug"]


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[league of legends pro teams - team curse]




















Notes:

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Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Re: Non-Fandom Secrets

(Anonymous) 2013-10-15 11:50 pm (UTC)(link)
I sometimes think I was molested by my neighbor. but I don't want to bring it up in case my brain is just making this memory up. He has passed and he was like a pseudo grandfather to us kids, so I don't wanna besmirch his memory for something that may not be true (and happened a long time ago). but then I worry if my memory is true, if he ever hurt my siblings (or his own children).

Re: Non-Fandom Secrets

(Anonymous) 2013-10-15 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
How is that something you're not sure of one way or another?

Re: Non-Fandom Secrets

(Anonymous) 2013-10-15 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
DA

Memories are weird.

OP

(Anonymous) 2013-10-16 12:10 am (UTC)(link)
because I remember the memory, but how do I not know it was from some crazy dream or something? It was only the one memory.

WARNING FOR MEMORY OF POSSIBLE MOLESTATION
In the memory, I am in his house's living room (we went over there all the time). He asked me if I wanted some candy (he and my neighbor two doors down always had that old people candy like the strawberry things or circus peanuts). I said yes but he told me his hands were busy or full and to just grab it out of his pocket. But when I did there was clearly a hole in his pocket and I touched skin (maybe his penis). I remember jerking my hand away and I think I just went back home for that day. I don't remember anything after jerking my hand away.

END MEMORY

So far all I know, my parents were watching an episode of Law and Order or something. Or maybe I heard about it happening to someone else and dreamt about it.

Re: OP

(Anonymous) 2013-10-16 08:15 am (UTC)(link)
Unless the pocket was in his zipper, or the front of his coat and he had no pants underneath, I doubt you touched his penis. It sounds like he just thought it would be a great prank to tell a child there's candy in his pocket while there's nothing but a hole in it.

If that was the only uncomfortable thing that has ever happened between the two of you during the whole time you've known him, I don't think your worries are justified. I worry more about your own mental state, if you've suddenly began feeling traumatised and suspicious over something that sounds rather innocuous.

Re: Non-Fandom Secrets

(Anonymous) 2013-10-16 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
Your brain processes things weird when you're younger, and even more so when you've been through a trauma and your defense mechanisms kick in.