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[ SECRET POST #2478 ]

⌈ Secret Post #2478 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[rune factory 4]

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[Law & Order]

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[Wander Over Yonder]

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[Breaking Bad]

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[Transformers: IDW Generation One]

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(Panic! at the Disco)

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[Luke Evans as Bard the Bowman in "The Hobbit: The Desolation of Smaug"]

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[league of legends pro teams - team curse]

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Secrets Left to Post: 02 pages, 027 secrets from Secret Submission Post #354.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

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It's that time again.

I snuck a candy bar out of my parents' storage cabinet.

I'm straight, but dreamed TWICE I was making out with a friend of the same gender. I'm not attracted to her remotely IRL, I don't think I'm bisexual, so I have no idea where the fuck it came from. Maybe the second one was because I thought about the first one?

You def sound at least bicurious

try it faget, at worst if you dont like it you can always make more friends

That is normal. Dreams are super weird.

Psh, dreams don't have to mean anything. I dream all sorts of weird random shit and just shove it under "dreams be weird". Doesn't have to mean anything unless you want it to.

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It's a dream and they mean nothing. Your mind is just processing your memories and they get mixed in strange ways. You might have been thinking about making out with person A and then talking with person B during the day, and in your dream this combines into making out with person B.

Dreams are very rarely literal and shouldn't be taken at face value. I wouldn't worry about it.

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I want to make fanfiction but fear I'm not good enough at writing.

I'm writing a goddamn dissertation and read my papers out loud at conferences to scary professionals but I'm afraid to write silly Avatar crap.

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I sometimes think I only want a boyfriend because then I might have a social life.

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I still blame a manipulative cow for tearing our group apart. It wasn't entirely her fault, but she didn't do us any favors.

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??????

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I sometimes feel guilty for "passing". I don't like to label but I consider myself asexual and open to a romantic relationship from all gender orientations, but most people assume I'm straight. And I'm okay with that. I don't date, I don't really talk about dating or romance, it's not something that really matters to me. And it would be more hassle to actually go out and tell people my sexual ID - nevermind the fact that most people don't understand or "believe in" asexuality. And I don't really think it's anyone else's business but mine.

Most of the time I don't care. But occasionally I feel guilty.

Oh for fuck's sake

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ugh. ugh ugh ugh.

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I don't think it's gross or rude when people scratch their butts in public. Butts get itchy, just like any other body part.

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I think loli is entirely harmless, and 4chan has gotten me to half ironically squee over a couple characters.

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I sometimes think I was molested by my neighbor. but I don't want to bring it up in case my brain is just making this memory up. He has passed and he was like a pseudo grandfather to us kids, so I don't wanna besmirch his memory for something that may not be true (and happened a long time ago). but then I worry if my memory is true, if he ever hurt my siblings (or his own children).

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OP

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I'm uncomfortable being attracted to redheads because of my close relationship with my mother who is a redhead. (No, it's not sexual, but I'm all she's got and she's clingy and I just want to get away and I can't right now.)

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I was sexually assaulted in a communal area in a hostel on Sunday night. I'm not sure what to think about it, I don't feel upset about it, but I'm worried it might hit me later.

Don't feel bad about not feeling horrible.

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I once experienced a gun being pulled on me as a child (either an empty gun or a convincing fake) by some neighbor hood kid and my neighbor. Like the kid pointed the gun at me and the older neighbor girl dared me to do something silly / gross (pick my nose i believe). It happened when I was around seven or eight. I didn't tell my parents about the incident til I was 14.

They were shocked and said I should have told them sooner.

Thing is though...I never told them that the neighbor girl was involved. I had kinda repressed that memory until I couldn't remember whether she was there or not. I didn't want to get her in trouble. After I recalled this event...I started having other memories of creepy stuff she did, like when I was 6 talking me into playing a scary game about being chased by the devil and giving me purposefully bad advice, and giving my older brother (who was also slightly younger than her) a horrible humiliating dare.

It freaks me out the more I thought about it. Like was this girl some kind of freaking sociopath or something what was her deal? I was younger but enjoyed playing with her....why did she get so much enjoyment out of messing around with kids that were younger than her?

The "God you're my savior" woman on the Tampa flight has become a joke (http://www.nydailynews.com/news/national/crazy-video-shows-woman-losing-mind-flight-tampa-article-1.1482922) but I actually think it's disturbing because it's obvious she's mentally ill, and hope she got help.

I have a sense of humor. I just don't find anxiety attacks funny.

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I've been trying to work up the courage since yesterday to cut myself.

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I have no idea how to hold in a fart other than clenching every single muscle in my butt simultaneously.

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I'm 28 and I've only ever had sex with one person, about 6-8 times, and it was almost 10 years ago.

I'm asexual so I feel like I at least have a reason for it but part of me still feels completely fucking pathetic for not having slept with more people.

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I'm beginning to think I might be depressed. I lost a loved one last year and I'm still struggling. Everything bores me. I can't concentrate. I forget everything. Everyday, I'm terrified for myself and for my remaining family. My friends say I'm constantly mean. I'm trying really hard to care about school but I can't even force myself to buy my textbooks for classes. I don't think I want to be happy though. I think I want to suffer because I'm a terrible person and my loved one had so much more potential than I do.

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Sometimes I think I read "Dear Prudence" and other advice columns only for the abusive/dysfunctional family stories in order to get the validation and support I desperately needed years ago so that I wouldn't have wasted so much of my adult life trying to figure out why the fuck I can't function in most areas of social life, and come to terms with what I went through, and give myself permission to recognize that I owe nothing to the assholes who hurt me and destroyed my trust in people (when they were supposed to be protecting me and encouraging my growth) and to cut ties with them or at least put a great, safe distance there, all just a little bit sooner.

Also I suck at writing short sentences.

I just discovered a scratch on my boob. Like right under the nipple.

I hope it scars, that'd be awesome.

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