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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2013-11-16 03:47 pm

[ SECRET POST #2510 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2510 ⌋

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Re: Family guilt

(Anonymous) 2013-11-16 10:50 pm (UTC)(link)
OP

No no not at all, this actually helped me a lot, thank you so much for saying something.

I had been thinking of lighting a candle for her or something, but I also like the idea of planting something for her. I would just like to have something in the world from someone else that is a token of love for her, rather than the residual feelings of guilt or disgust.

Because no matter how messed up she was as a person, there was still someone who loved her more than anything in the world, and that person was me, because she was my mom. And if nothing else, I would like to leave a little something of my love in the universe for her.

Thank you for the ideas, this made me feel a lot better.

Re: Family guilt

(Anonymous) 2013-11-16 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
ayrt

Aaaawww, you sound like such a sweet/good kid, OP. What you said gives me hope for the world. :-)


Whatever you decide to do, to make your feelings tangible/real in the world, I hope it does bring you a sense of completeness/fulfillment/peace.