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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2013-11-30 03:25 pm

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⌈ Secret Post #2524 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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Re: confession time

(Anonymous) 2013-11-30 10:47 pm (UTC)(link)
I spent most of middle school never, ever saying that I wanted to hurt anyone else or myself. I wanted them to go away. I wanted to be somewhere else. Those were safe things to want, because good people don't hate and don't want to hurt anyone.

It was only after they started treating my depression that the actual self-destructive impulses crawled out of the hole they were stuffed into.

And it took terrifying myself by thinking "Sure, I can understand why someone might want to shoot all their classmates" before I really started to deal with being bullied nonstop for two years.

I don't think it's healthy to spend hours lovingly envisioning the tortured screams of your enemies, but if you hate someone that much, it's better to admit it and try to figure out where it comes from than pretend there's nothing there.