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⌈ Secret Post #2543 ⌋

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[Fangirl]

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[Anne Neville, The White Queen]

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[Patrick Stewart and Ian McKellan]

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[Merlin]

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[Elementary]

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[Whitechapel]

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[Grey's Anatomy]

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(Legend of Korra)

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[Papa Pear Saga + Doctor Who]

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[Godfrey Gao as Magnus Bane in "The Mortal Instruments: City of Bones"]

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[Kwon Yuri, Tiffany Hwang and Jessica Jung of Girls' Generation]

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[Les Miserables/Anton Zetterholm/Rob Houchen]

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Same. I want this term to be over but my school assignments are annoying so I'm just f!sing and digging myself in deeper.

I don't wanna deal with seeing my relatives next week.

I would love go out drinking with you.

I don't exactly have writer's block but I know I shouldn't be writing when I have other responsibilities...

I know the feel, sis :( The cycle of procrastination is a bitch.

I don't wanna either. I'm kind of dreading Xmas, actually and... that wasn't something that used to happen.

I only have a third of a beer bottle :'( If I had something stronger I'd suggest getting smashed on chat, at least.

I'm stuck on my F!S Secret Santa present and I feel AWFUL about it, I really want to do something QUALITY, but life on this house has been unpleasant and I'm really not in the mood and... DDDDDD:

Man it's not even Christmas that's bothering me it's just ugh, if I can get personal for a second, I have an aunt who I love but who I know is going to ask me why I'm not working, what am I doing with my life, why haven't I moved to the West Coast or NYC yet, really that's a big helping of potatoes there you sure you wanna eat all that, etc. I'd rather get the "So, do you have a boyfriend?" question than that. :\ because at least that would give me an opening to come out officially

I have...hard cider, but that would just make me sleepy.

:( Awww. I'm not doing secret santa but I do have gift-fics that I promised people that I haven't done because [all the things listed above].

Maybe a shower and a cup of tea will help you? Listen to some focus music on youtube. That's what I'm gonna do.

Edited 2013-12-20 01:36 (UTC)

I don't mind if you get personal, honey. And I get you, honest. It's not the... holiday itself, it's the baggage of family, right? I'm sorry about the dreadful feeling of knowing your aunt (that you love) is going to make you so damn uncomfortable. My granny is similar. They don't ever ask if I have a boyfriend (probably because all about me screams "LESBIAN!" and having confirmation would break their hearts), but my family, they're all "well, and how are your literary works doing? Any progress? Publishing soon? Wait, but what are you doing to support yourself?" and... look, don't read it if you don't want to, just. My last journal entry? That's how my relationship with my mom is doing.

Maybe I'll drink that beer and start writing the damn thing. IDK. I've discovered chillstep on 8tracks works better than "focus music", but it's the same principle.

I wish you success with your gift-fics <3 Have a nice shower too! ^^ And enjoy your tea, I bet it's terribly cold there.

Haha none of my family would care and I think they already know, but yeah. Ugh. I WANT to have a complete story (about something other than girls making out) so I can at least show her that I've been DOING things, but I don't know if that's realistically gonna happen.

All right I'm gonna stop complaining and go. Whooosh!

My family would care, but not in a OMG HORRIBLE WAY, they'd just be... very sad. (Mom + Dad + my bro Javier know, but not the others, and we do the "veeeeery extended family" Latino thing.)

I'll be cheering on you! ^^ I really hope you can accomplish whatever you're setting out to do tonight!

:( Though I'm not Latino, I do have a veeeeeery extended family (grandmother was one of 12 kids...soooo many cousins yo...I met some at this last family reunion who were into homestuck) so I kind of get it. And we have some out gay people, and some super religious homophobes. It's kind of an eclectic bunch. That's my dad's side. My mom's side that we'll be visiting during Christmas, well, her siblings are really liberal and gay friendly but her aunts/uncles/cousins are.....not. But I don't know them very well at all.

Anyway, my parents know too. It took my mom a while but she's okay now. She was never angry or hateful but she was sad because she doesn't want me hurt. Which I get but eh, nothin' she can to do change it.

Why is your aunt so keen for you to move out to the West Coast or New York?

You should come to Iowa; we have too many CAFOs and too much GM corn (also lutefisk, but you can avoid that), but also fried things on sticks, gay marriage, dark skies and so much snow in the winter that you almost always have a built-in excuse (if you want one) for not traveling to see people who ask you annoying questions.

Haha. Probably a combination of her being a big city type of person, and the fact that I've said I love New York City and want to see what the West Coast is like. If I say "I want to do ___" in a daydreamy sort of way, her response is "Why don't you?", or she'll ask me "Whatever happened to ASL interpreting/library science/pre-law, you seemed really interested in those." Yeah, well, I was fickle.

Heheh. I already have gay marriage, snow, and dark skies here. I'd actually like to go somewhere less isolated, it's just not financially feasible (to which my aunt would say, well, why aren't you making enough money?)

I do love her, I just feel she's disappointed in me.

Aaaand this is way more of a personal reveal than I ever intended to post to f!s so. ♥

I didn't mean to pry. But unless she maybe funded your education, it's not really your aunt's business to be disappointed in you, much less to make you feel it so. In your position, that would really get under my skin, especially the implication that your stated ambitions don't mean much because you've apparently abandoned some that sounded good but turned out to be a wrong fit for you.

Mmm. ty, anon.

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