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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2007-10-29 06:07 pm

[ SECRET POST #297 ]


⌈ Secret Post #297 ⌋

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Notes:

Look at the numbers go!

Secrets Left to Post: 06 pages, 128 secrets from Secret Submission Post #043.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 1 ] broken link, 0 not!secret, [ 1 ] not!fandom.
Next Secret Post: Tomorrow, Tuesday, October 30th, 2007.
Current Secret Submission Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

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(Anonymous) 2007-10-29 11:03 pm (UTC)(link)
The OP probably isn't who I want it to be, but I need to get this off my chest. I've been wanting to say this for months.

I had no right to say those things. I regret it every day, and I have for the past year. It still keeps me up at night.

I was annoyed. I didn't mean them.

I regret that our friendship had to end that way. You were hurt, and I feel terrible about it.

But it was going to happen anyway.

What I now call a "friendship" was, at its end, a tenuous one at best. It seemed like the only times you ever spoke to me were to criticize something I'd done or said. "Advice" you deemed "helpful" wasn't. It was just a laundry list of my faults. Whenever I'd try to strike up a conversation, you made me feel like an idiot.

So...I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I hurt your feelings, and I'm sorry if I ruined any fandoms for you. Rest assured, I'm having issues with the fandoms you introduced me to, as well. I was sorry when we had our fight, and I'm just as sorry now, a year later.

I had no right to say those things. But neither did you.

...God, that was cathartic.

#10 OP

(Anonymous) 2007-10-29 11:26 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm about 95% sure I'm not the person you want me to be, which makes me about equally sure that you're not the person I was hoping you'd be.

Still. I guess, having noted that, this isn't going to count for much but...I'm sorry, too. I'm sorry that this has haunted you for so long. I've been through the scenario you described, too, and nobody should have to deal with a "friendship" like that. I'm sorry that you did.

If it helps any, I understand, and I forgive you.

Re: #10 OP

(Anonymous) 2007-10-29 11:53 pm (UTC)(link)
I think we've both got the wrong person, unfortunately. I am sorry about that.

Still...thank you. A lot.

Believe it or not, this made me feel a lot better. I actually started crying.

XD; I'm such a weepy little emo kid right now.

Re: #10 OP

(Anonymous) 2007-10-30 12:15 am (UTC)(link)
Don't be sorry! I mostly intended that secret to be personally therapeutic, not because I really expected the person I was directing it at to ever see it. >>

I'm glad you feel better, and that in some tiny minuscule (and probably insignificant) way, I was able to help.