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⌈ Secret Post #2620 ⌋

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[My Mad Fat Diary]

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[Stargate Atlantis]

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[Andromeda]

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[True Detective]

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[Samurai Flamenco]

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[Star Trek: DS9]

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[Supernatural]

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[Wild Adapter]

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[The Bletchley Circle]

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[Junior Prom - Prelinger Archives Video]

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What did you do last night? Karaoke night is a fun time!

Just over 16 years ago I was in a pretty bad accident that totaled the car; me and my friends were lucky to survive. Several weeks after the accident, I needed to drive over to my brother's house to take him to dad's (bro didn't have a car). At first I'm like, really should I be driving? Then it was oh wow I am driving. So to me, it was just getting back onto the horse. You know the route, you know the sights and how to get there. And I haven't looked back since.

Good thoughts are sent your way!

Thanks! I did wind up driving down there - and didn't panic too badly, despite taking the same route (well, sort of - there are a lot of one-way streets involved, so you CAN'T get there the same way you leave) to get there. Was still too tensed up and choking/gagging to sing what I really wanted to sing, and didn't think I'd be able to sing at all, and backed out after hearing only the INTRO of the first song I chose... then basically said "screw this, I AM GOING TO SING" and asked for one of my fallback "I can sing this in my sleep" type songs. Still choked and thought I was going to have to quit halfway through the second verse, but recovered, and then got to the very amusing third verse. I'd gotten that far, and suddenly it was FUN, so I totally hammed it up. :D

Still only did the one song due to feeling generally crappy and exhausted because I haven't been sleeping well for the last few weeks, then drove home without having to pull over to breathe. Think it helped a lot just to do it.

(Also drove out to the dealer this morning to pick up the Prius... only to find out it wasn't ready and I'd have to come back in the evening. But I made it back in the evening, and I have my Prius now and it's all shiny and gorgeous and more fun than stressful to drive, and I got to put some of my personal effects in it to make it feel like home... :D)

Good things do happen! Your horse is ready now, get'er going!

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