[ SECRET POST #2664 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2664 ⌋

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Comments

[iceyred]

First of all, what you are feeling is not unique to you. Others have felt this way and you are not alone.

Second, I really doubt you are as terrible as you say you are. You sound very depressed and depression warps people's perceptions of themselves and others. Everyone makes mistakes, but I'm guessing you're being more than a little hard on yourself. You deserve respect and kindness too.

Talking to a therapist is a great idea. Also, volunteer. It's a good thing to do and it might distract you from how you're feeling about yourself.

[(Anonymous)]

the more I mess up and tick people off or have a meltdown, the more often I feel like....like I'm bad and want to punish myself more harshly.

We're working on finding one right now, which will help. I don't want to trouble my parents by having them have to drive me to a volunteer job everyday.

[iceyred]

I hope you find a therapist soon. You deserve kindness and respect too.

Boggle the Owl is something that helps me when I'm feeling depressed. He's not a substitute for a therapist, but he is kind and understanding. http://boggletheowl.tumblr.com/

Most volunteer positions don't happen every day. Some of them occur once a week, or even more infrequently. I understand if you don't feel like it, but you need to feel good about yourself and volunteering might help with that.