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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2014-09-19 06:49 pm

[ SECRET POST #2817 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2817 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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04. [SPOILERS for True Blood]



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05. [SPOILERS for World's Greatest Dad]
[WARNING for suicide]



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06. [SPOILERS for Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D]
[WARNING for suicide]



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07. [WARNING for suicide]
http://i.imgur.com/ArPB3nh.png
[link for possibly character death/abuse/etc happening in the image (?)]


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08. [WARNING for self harm]

[Les Miserables]


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09. [WARNING for bullying, suicide]

[The Nanny]


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10. [WARNING for harassment, bullying, etc]














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(Anonymous) 2014-09-19 11:15 pm (UTC)(link)
I've never seen this show, and this makes me kind of glad of that. For much the same reason as you. I used to have nightmares like that, where I couldn't make it stop because nobody would let me.

Shit. Shit.

OP

(Anonymous) 2014-09-19 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I think it's specifically upsetting for me in the sense that I still vividly remember what it felt like to wake up alive, while the back of my mind I though shouldn't be. It's the combined horror and relief of that moment, and it's like I could feel it through the screen. Marvel in general sort of fucks me up, because they have a lot of characters "resurrecting", but I think this one was worst by far in execution.

Re: OP

(Anonymous) 2014-09-19 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
I never got as far as an attempt. Or not a conscious one, at least. I ended up in the river once, but that wasn't ... I sort of woke up there, and got fished out before anything happened. I was more or less catatonic for a year or so instead, from which I remember next to nothing. But on the way back up, I used to get through days by thinking that if I really, really couldn't bear it, if it hurt too much, then the option was always there. And I used to have genuine, screaming nightmares where I was tied down or locked up or something and they wouldn't let me and it never stopped.

So ... yes. Your description of the scene ...

Yeah, okay. I would give this series a miss, yes. I think so.

Re: OP

(Anonymous) 2014-09-20 12:26 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry, anon, that sounds pretty awful. I hope you're better now.

I personally enjoy the series, but I just accept that Coulson's whole story line is basically upsetting to me. I saw it coming, really it was just worse than I expected.

Re: OP

(Anonymous) 2014-09-20 12:39 am (UTC)(link)
Oh. Yeah, I am. This was a few years back. I had about a year and a half of consistent care, I got a diagnosis for an underlying condition that makes things easier to understand, and I lucked out on a particular medication (after trying about four, but we got there). Sorry, I got caught up remembering. I'm actually pretty good these days, more or less.

I hope you're well yourself.

Regarding the series, I wasn't particularly interested in the first place (not a comment on quality or anything, I haven't seen it, it just never piqued my interest much), but I think having a storyline like that underlying things would taint it for me somewhat. So. I'm pretty okay with giving it a pass?

Re: OP

(Anonymous) 2014-09-20 01:20 am (UTC)(link)
I'm better, though I've had years of fucked-upness so I think I'll always carry something of that with me. But, strangely enough the whole experience of thinking I was going to die sort of cured me from ever seriously attempting again. Though, it's not exactly something I'd recommend. And I got worse before I got better. But that's a long story.

I can totally understand you not wanting to touch it with a ten foot pole. I made the decision for myself I won't avoid things I love because of it, because let's face it, if I had to avoid everything that triggered bad memories I could watch half of the shows I watch, and couldn't read most fanfic I like.