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⌈ Secret Post #2817 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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04. [SPOILERS for True Blood]



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05. [SPOILERS for World's Greatest Dad]
[WARNING for suicide]



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06. [SPOILERS for Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D]
[WARNING for suicide]



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07. [WARNING for suicide]
http://i.imgur.com/ArPB3nh.png
[link for possibly character death/abuse/etc happening in the image (?)]


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08. [WARNING for self harm]

[Les Miserables]


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09. [WARNING for bullying, suicide]

[The Nanny]


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[personal profile] fscom 2014-09-19 10:54 pm (UTC)(link)
06. [SPOILERS for Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D]
[WARNING for suicide]
http://i.imgur.com/rDil8Q8.jpg

(Anonymous) 2014-09-19 11:01 pm (UTC)(link)
That scene was really, really hard to watch. You're not alone.

(Anonymous) 2014-09-19 11:15 pm (UTC)(link)
I've never seen this show, and this makes me kind of glad of that. For much the same reason as you. I used to have nightmares like that, where I couldn't make it stop because nobody would let me.

Shit. Shit.

OP

(Anonymous) 2014-09-19 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I think it's specifically upsetting for me in the sense that I still vividly remember what it felt like to wake up alive, while the back of my mind I though shouldn't be. It's the combined horror and relief of that moment, and it's like I could feel it through the screen. Marvel in general sort of fucks me up, because they have a lot of characters "resurrecting", but I think this one was worst by far in execution.

Re: OP

(Anonymous) 2014-09-19 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
I never got as far as an attempt. Or not a conscious one, at least. I ended up in the river once, but that wasn't ... I sort of woke up there, and got fished out before anything happened. I was more or less catatonic for a year or so instead, from which I remember next to nothing. But on the way back up, I used to get through days by thinking that if I really, really couldn't bear it, if it hurt too much, then the option was always there. And I used to have genuine, screaming nightmares where I was tied down or locked up or something and they wouldn't let me and it never stopped.

So ... yes. Your description of the scene ...

Yeah, okay. I would give this series a miss, yes. I think so.

Re: OP

(Anonymous) 2014-09-20 12:26 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry, anon, that sounds pretty awful. I hope you're better now.

I personally enjoy the series, but I just accept that Coulson's whole story line is basically upsetting to me. I saw it coming, really it was just worse than I expected.

Re: OP

(Anonymous) 2014-09-20 12:39 am (UTC)(link)
Oh. Yeah, I am. This was a few years back. I had about a year and a half of consistent care, I got a diagnosis for an underlying condition that makes things easier to understand, and I lucked out on a particular medication (after trying about four, but we got there). Sorry, I got caught up remembering. I'm actually pretty good these days, more or less.

I hope you're well yourself.

Regarding the series, I wasn't particularly interested in the first place (not a comment on quality or anything, I haven't seen it, it just never piqued my interest much), but I think having a storyline like that underlying things would taint it for me somewhat. So. I'm pretty okay with giving it a pass?

Re: OP

(Anonymous) 2014-09-20 01:20 am (UTC)(link)
I'm better, though I've had years of fucked-upness so I think I'll always carry something of that with me. But, strangely enough the whole experience of thinking I was going to die sort of cured me from ever seriously attempting again. Though, it's not exactly something I'd recommend. And I got worse before I got better. But that's a long story.

I can totally understand you not wanting to touch it with a ten foot pole. I made the decision for myself I won't avoid things I love because of it, because let's face it, if I had to avoid everything that triggered bad memories I could watch half of the shows I watch, and couldn't read most fanfic I like.

(Anonymous) 2014-09-19 11:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Even more disturbing is that Coulson turns around and essentially does the same thing to Skye.
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[personal profile] diet_poison 2014-09-20 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
He...does? Yes, he cures her with the Mystery Alien Juice, but she didn't have to go through an ordeal of being brain painfully operated on and wanting to die in the meantime. She was just in a coma, and then she was better (iirc).
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(Anonymous) 2014-09-20 04:50 am (UTC)(link)
No, Skye didn't want to die. She didn't want anyone else to die trying to save her, but she wanted to live if she could.

(Anonymous) 2014-09-19 11:41 pm (UTC)(link)
That scene was really really disturbing on a number of levels.
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[personal profile] elaminator 2014-09-19 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry you went through some rough shit OP, but I can certainly understand why you would be disturbed by that scene. It was dark and pretty shocking. The whole 'changing memories' part is bad enough, but combined with the other stuff...it's majorly fucked up.

(Anonymous) 2014-09-20 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
More fucked up than I ever thought it would be, and I watched Whedon's Dollhouse series, which had some pretty fucked up shit.
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[personal profile] elaminator 2014-09-20 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
I don't think I watched over an episode or two of Dollhouse, because while it seemed promising it really did skeeve me out. The MCU deals with some pretty heavy shit too though, and I didn't really expect SHIELD to go there with his backstory, but it did.

(Anonymous) 2014-09-20 01:17 pm (UTC)(link)
It's a really fucked up scene, no doubt at all about that. And I'm sorry you went through a bad run.

But I had the completely opposite reaction to yours on this. I'm chronically ill and I've literally wanted to die to make the pain stop in the moment and during procedures but coming out the other end, I'm so relieved that I didn't. I look at that and see what I went through and know that on the other end of that horrible experience, there's hope.

So... idk, everyone's got different experiences with pain and death so... I just thought I'd throw another perspective at you about it.
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