[ SECRET POST #2937 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2937 ⌋

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Comments

Re: Why do you do the thing?

[(Anonymous)]

I'm the same with the complete lack of hunger sensation :(
I have phone alarms that tell me when to eat and I have to just get it over with and wash things down with water quickly before I feel like I have to spit it out.

The other day I was convinced I wanted hot chips, so I went out and got them and I couldn't even finish one chip. I ended up crying on the kitchen floor. So frustrating.

I was misdiagnosed with anorexia when I was 9 and admitted to a country hospital that didn't have anyone who specialised in eating disorders, so I was threatened with having a tube forced down my throat and watched constantly. It was pretty traumatic and I have trouble talking about anything food related with doctors now.

Hugs to you if you want them.

Re: Why do you do the thing?

[pantswarrior]

Ugh, same situation when I was a kid, except I *did* have the tubes forced down my throat and crap pumped into them until I was sick. And then they said I was doing it on purpose and called me bulemic.

I also have issues with doctors now, unsurprisingly. And still nightmares. Twenty years later, I'm still having nightmares.

And yes, the whole thing where food sounds SO GOOD and then you can't have more than like a bite? So, so frustrating. I have wound up crying at commercials for pizza and donuts and pancakes because they look/sound so amazingly delicious but I know it would be pointless and a waste of money to go out and get some, but I'm just so tired of living off spoonfuls of peanut butter and Nutella because I don't have to even chew, I can just swallow quickly and get it over with. (Drinking water makes me nauseated, always has... I found out recently it dilutes stomach acid, so if you have low stomach acid as I almost certainly do, you should never drink with meals. I drink vinegar or lemon juice sometimes with meals, but that's about it.)