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[ SECRET POST #2999 ]

⌈ Secret Post #2999 ⌋

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- I'm moving (to a different city, albeit only about an hour and a half away) and also starting a new job. So there's a ton of logistics with all of that just kind of running through my mind, in terms of figuring out when I'm going to move, and all the logistics of that. It's complicated because my job starts Monday but I can't move into my new apartment until Saturday. So I'm going to be crashing at someone's house for the next week, so there's just a ton of moving parts.

- I got a haircut the other day and I'm really disappointed in it. It's not even close to what I wanted. The frustrating thing is that I've got my haircut with this dude before and I really liked the job he did. So then I asked for the same thing again, and he just decides to cut it way shorter. I don't even know. I trusted him, and it did not pan out.

I've been thinking how I got a spider plant in 2nd grade to celebrate my first communion and how it'd grow with me on my journey with god. I don't believe in god anymore, but still have it around and it's outlasted a lot of other things in my life.

*tips fedora*

Re: What's on your mind?

(Anonymous) - 2015-03-22 18:06 (UTC) - Expand

Chocolate biscuits. I desperately want to have some, but excessive amounts of sugar make me badly sick and I've already eaten biscuits in the morning :/

I'm also thinking about The Night Calls, a Murder Rooms novel I'm currently re-reading, and remembering the delightful couple of days I've just spent in Edinburgh with an amazing fandom friend of mine.

Good thoughts, overall. Even though I am upset about the biscuits.

I'm so not ready for a test I have this Thursday, and I feel that no matter how much I study for it I will fail. This is not at all a good attitude and will certainly not help my nerves, I know, but I just suck at this subject :(

Realzing how quickly i need to move out of my parent's house and how I probably shouldn't be so desensitized to weekly shouting matches almost bordering on physical abuse.

:(

I hope you can find a way into a better situation soon!

I really miss my mind that moved to out of the country to teach. We Skype, but it's not the same. I'm very introverted, so outside of campus, I don't go out. I think that's kind of getting to me. I'm friendly with a lot of people in my subject, but I wouldn't call us friends.

Wow, mind? Huge typo, since I was staring at question. ****************My friend*******

Feeling guilty about completely wasting my spring break and dreading returning to my lab project tomorrow.

Re: What's on your mind?

(Anonymous) - 2015-03-22 02:14 (UTC) - Expand

It's a beautiful nice day out there. A little windy, but sunny and nice. Tomorrow will be cooler and not really as nice. But I can't think of anything I want to do outside. I don't want to go to stores because I'm in a 'people everywhere suck' mood. I'm a little headachy so walking around outside with the smell of mulch starting up won't be good for me. So I'm home instead. A little tired and guilty for doing basically nothing. Ok I did my normal Saturday morning workout, but that's it.

"The Leaves That Are Green" by Simon and Garfunkel. Trying to figure out how best to paint automail on a pony. Not wanting to work this weekend because they've got me scheduled for a side job that I really hate and am not very good at.

I am the mall dying from incense inhalation. So trying to figure out a way to escape.

Serious illness in the family.

Work has a new uniform policy at the end of April, which is basically no more uniforms actually since it calls for jeans and a black/white shirt. Mostly I'm trying to figure out how much I can get away with so I can be the snowflake supreme.

Also, I'm looking into distance learning for a degree, because regardless of what it was in it still opens a lot of doors I want.That's something on my mind for sure on top of job searching and trade searching and what am I doing with my life searching.

Re: What's on your mind?

(Anonymous) - 2015-03-22 00:30 (UTC) - Expand

I'm in the process of applying for assistance from a non-profit that could really help me with a lot of things I've been struggling with.

I feel guilty about it and I don't think I deserve it, because other people might need their resources more than I do and some of those are veterans.

I keep trying to tell myself I'll be able to volunteer and donate sometime later and pay it back I guess. It's not working though.

Re: What's on your mind?

(Anonymous) - 2015-03-22 01:51 (UTC) - Expand

Re: What's on your mind?

belladonna_took - 2015-03-22 02:04 (UTC) - Expand

Having to go back to work on Monday (this week was March Break, I work in education). Hoping that we don't get any more snow (official count was just over 3 meters--over 9 feet--and that all came in Feb/Mar). And that the snow we have doesn't melt fast, or we'll have flooding. *sigh*

Also, back to work, means finishing up the money/submissions for my pre-March Break book fairs, as well as packing them up.

Re: What's on your mind?

(Anonymous) - 2015-03-21 23:44 (UTC) - Expand

Someone on my flist takes absolutely everything so *fucking* seriously and links celebrity comments to personal stuff and then goes off about how that celebrity sucks because they insulted/hurt/demeaned (them) fandom.

It's so fucking old, and i don't say anything because they tend to 'argue' back with laundry lists of their issues and how they've been hurt in life. It's just so fucking *irritating*.

Meh.

AND YET. I would feel bad defriending because they *do* have issues and not a ton of friends so...bah. Whatever.

Re: What's on your mind?

(Anonymous) - 2015-03-21 23:04 (UTC) - Expand

Re: What's on your mind?

tabaqui - 2015-03-21 23:14 (UTC) - Expand

How much I want Thai food (and how much we're not having Thai food for dinner).

Potatoes: How to grow them and all the things that can go wrong. Do I water them? I think the green bits are big enough now so I should plant them? How long until I have food? How do I store them? Can I just leave them in the ground perpetually and pull them out as I want one?

Hmmmm.

You could plant them in a bin:

(Anonymous) - 2015-03-22 02:18 (UTC) - Expand

Re: You could plant them in a bin:

caerbannog - 2015-03-22 03:07 (UTC) - Expand

When I first got my new juicer, I thought about sticking my fingers through the chute to see if I could reach the blade. While it was running. I didn't worry much about it at the time since I know having thoughts like that on occasion is normal. But it's been about two months now and I find myself thinking about putting my fingers against the running blade every other day or so. I'm at least ninety-nine percent sure that I'm not actually going to do it (even if only because it's pretty obvious at a glance that, no, my fingers would not reach all the way down the chute) but it's honestly kinda freaking me out. I haven't used the juicer in weeks because of it.

Re: tw: thoughts of self-harm, maybe?

(Anonymous) - 2015-03-22 01:50 (UTC) - Expand

Re: tw: thoughts of self-harm, maybe?

(Anonymous) - 2015-03-22 02:12 (UTC) - Expand

Re: tw: thoughts of self-harm, maybe?

(Anonymous) - 2015-03-22 04:46 (UTC) - Expand

College, writing, breakfast, nagging thoughts.

Take your pick.

Just got home from the honors conference to learn that I goofed up big time on my new semester and got dropped from a mandatory class. While I am sort of riding a high at the success of our class' presentation at the conference, this glitch is bugging me. I can't fix anything until Monday (if it is at all fixable) so I'm trying to let it go for the rest of the weekend.

Ableism is just wrong. Telling people to kill themselves is A-OK!

Re: What's on your mind?

(Anonymous) - 2015-03-22 10:39 (UTC) - Expand

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