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[ SECRET POST #3001 ]

⌈ Secret Post #3001 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[Red Dwarf]

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[Tim Gutterson, Justified]

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[Obscurus Lupa; Channel Awesome]

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[Joseph Gordon-Levitt]

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[Blackadder]

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[Buffy the Vampire Slayer]

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[Babylon 5]

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[Pacific Rim]

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[Diana Gabaldon, Outlander series]

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[L.A. Confidential]

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[Koe no Katachi]

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[Cold Case]

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[Amanda Palmer & Neil Gaiman]

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[Sirens]

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[Neighbours]

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[Sleepy Hollow]

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[Neil Gaiman & Amanda Palmer]

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[Garbage - Only happy when it rains]

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[Mary Portas, aka "Mary, Queen of Shops"]

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Sort of like confessions, I guess?

- When I tell people some things about you, not by name of course, I miss our friendship.

Then other times I tell them how you used to make me feel bad for things no real friend would make someone feel bad for, and you know what? It's okay that it ended. I miss you before you got all weird on me, though. I miss her. (Pre-weird!you.)

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(Anonymous) - 2015-03-30 18:25 (UTC) - Expand

-To the guy who assaulted me a few weeks ago and who I keep running into in the train station.

Fuck off. Stop saying hi to me. Stop trying to hug me. And for god's sake please stop offering to wait with me until my train comes.

-To the transit cop I spoke to today.

Seriously? You can't do anything because all he did was hug me? He's a creep, he assaulted me before, and I'm sure he's done this to other women too. Also, the look of skepticism on your face and the snort when I mentioned the assault made me want to punch you. I'm sorry you don't think I'm attractive enough to assault.

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Re: Things you wish you could tell specific people

(Anonymous) - 2015-03-24 15:17 (UTC) - Expand

I'm really sick of some things you tolerate from people close to you (because it impacts me as well) but you never take my advice on these matters until something truly fucked up happens and I always wind up saying "I told you so".

But I can't tell you this because it will just wind up in an argument and you'll end up against me.

I wish I could ask you to stay, but I know I never meant as much to you as you do to me. I love you.

Most of the people you're upset with haven't done anything to you. In reality, they make you uncomfortable because they're confident and outgoing, and you're profoundly insecure. I wish you would acknowledge and confront that fact instead of isolating yourself and taking passive-aggressive swipes at people. I'd like you to be happy, and I don't think you're going to be.

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(Anonymous) - 2015-03-24 05:57 (UTC) - Expand

Your hairstyle is sooooooooooooooooooo ugly. I don't know how you aren't embarrassed to be seen in public with that hideous rat's nest clinging to your skull.

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(Anonymous) - 2015-03-24 00:38 (UTC) - Expand

You're really hot. I wish I could tell you that without hitting on you.

I wish you had listened to me all the times I tried to tell you that you treated me badly and our relationship was messed up. You're fine with acknowledging the problems with our parents but you never seem to care about me at all. You never try to understand me. I feel more and more everyday that I just don't have a sister. I don't even want to see you anymore.

I know you have plenty of time to return e-mails and keep in touch. Your iPhone is permanently fused to your hand and you spend hours on tumblr or Facebook or whatever but you still can't be bothered to contact me more than once every few months, citing that you're terrible at communication. No shit! I don't even feel like we're friends anymore and wonder why you even bother.

If you really cared about her, you'd break up with her. You're simultaneously a millstone around her neck in the water and a gross perfume that's driving away everyone that gets close to her. Just dump her, because she's not going to dump you.

I wish I had done the math, and realized who/what you were, all the times we spoke to each other. Even when you were mean to me. Especially when you were mean to me.

I am glad I never inherited that mean streak you so obviously did. I pity your partner and your children, and all the people you surround yourself with now, if you are anything at all like [redacted].

I am still angry over the situation. I will probably always be angry over the situation. You probably find this hilarious, and want me to continue on being angry, just so you can gloat and laugh (just like [redacted] would). That's fine. I am mostly angry with myself, not you. Though I am angry that you and [2nd redacted] thought you could take advantage of a bad situation. The last laugh's on you, though, because there's nothing to be gained from your little power play, now that all is said and done.

I wish things could have been different. I don't know if you wish the same or not. I wish [redacted] could have been happy. Would it make you happy to know that [redacted] was never happy, and made me consistently unhappy as a result? I wish our situations had been reversed, and you had had the upper hand. Though you did, in the end, or thought you did, I imagine. I wish I had known you were the false equivalency I was compared to, all my life.

You have all the things I never managed to attain in life. I'm sure you're proud of that, and happy that I've made a miserable mess of my life (such as it is). I'm sure [redacted] was proud of that too. The truth is, I could have attained those things, too, if [redacted] hadn't held me back, and convinced me that I didn't really need any of those things.

The reason I was held back? I wasn't you. I'm sure you are deliriously, deliciously happy, over that right now.

Stop passive-aggressively and condescendingly bitching and whining about things you don't ~get~ even though you know perfectly well that some of your friends (rl friends, btw) enjoy them. To each their own, but if you keep saying shot like "all people who ship things are kinda stupid" and "ugh, only weirdos would like that show" even though you know your friends are shippers or like that show and then act all surprised and hurt when people stop talking to you, I can't really pity you.

I wish I could tell you how much you mean to me without sounding like obsessive la crazypants, I wish we could talk frankly together about the Past.

I'll always love you, and it'll always hurt.

I don't trust this person until they actually do something well. How did I even get into this with them. A few more days and some more brainpower and money lost I'll finely can say chao to them. 3 days is all I need.

Mom: Back. The. Fuck. Off. And learn to get over the daily temper tantrums because something isn't done exactly how/when you want it done.

Oldest Friend [...sort of, maybe not anymore?]: Wtf is with the snide comments when I see you now? Either say what you need to say, or knock it off.

I think I was actually in love with you, and I'm sorry I never said anything. You're still one of the most extraordinary people I've ever met, even years later.

- To my classmate who sat beside me in high school.

I wish I know where you are now, because if nothing else, I really want to know whether you've finished your story just yet.

Also, are you sure you don't need braces or dental care? I'm trying not to be judgemental, but that much teeth-buckling is REALLY not good for your mouth in the long-term.

- To "those" persons at university.

...You're hot.

Edited 2015-03-24 01:32 (UTC)

I'm gay. The reason I don't talk to you much anymore is because you would be awful if you knew. But I really miss you.

I have PTSD and it's sort of ruining my life, so that's why I haven't really been around lately or wanted to go out or even stay in and drink or have anyone over in my space.

I don't know why it's so hard to talk about. Obviously they know something is wrong and some of them have probably guessed, and they're going to find out sooner or later. So why can't I just get it over with?

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Re: Things you wish you could tell specific people

belladonna_took - 2015-03-25 01:11 (UTC) - Expand

I don't want to be your friend anymore, can we please just grow apart :(

I didn't think your friendship was worth dealing with your toxic SO's shit anymore.

I think I was wrong.

To the person who has tried to make mine and now a few other people's lives a living hell, you disgust me. I never loved you. Hell, I never even liked you. You were practically non-existent to me until you decided to force yourself into my life and attempted to destroy everything and everyone I held dear. You're a manipulative, hideous piece of shit that will probably amount to nothing because instead of trying to do anything decent in this world, you spend all your time and energy spewing bile at those that you perceive as slighting you in any way. You are a giant, narcissistic manchild who has lied to and twisted the people around you to do things they probably wouldn't even dream of doing if it weren't for your nasty influence. You have ruined lives. You have ruined more than a few girls who you carelessly toss away. And I can honestly say it was you who made me a PTSD mess thanks to your never ending stalking and harassment. The only emotion I feel when I think of you is wanting to puke.

1. I'm kind of glad we stopped talking, because I was infatuated with you to an unreasonable extent. If you'd asked it of me, I would have left absolutely everything behind to be with you. I know you didn't feel as strongly about me. There was an admitted small crush, but that was it. And lord, I was tearing myself apart to feel recognized and cherished by you. I don't think I was the only one, either. There was just that something about you, I guess. Still...I miss you sometimes, as a friend.

2. I really want you out of my life. If I don't do things exactly as you think I should, you freak out and guilt-trip me; if I don't speak to you every single day, you freak out and guilt-trip me; if I have other friends besides you you freak out and guilt-trip me; and it's getting to the point that I'm not sure that I care if I hurt you by cutting off all contact. I'm beginning to wonder if it was the same for the last person that "abandoned" you.

3. I wish you hadn't been killed. I wish I knew exactly what happened. I'm still not over losing you, and it's been five years.

4. I don't miss you at all, and I feel like I should. I still see you around town sometimes, but I have no desire whatsoever to acknowledge your existence. Did you really have to flounce so hard when you left?