[ SECRET POST #3150 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #3150 ⌋

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Comments

Re: Question Thread

[(Anonymous)]

How do I get past this wall, FS?

This is partly a wall set up by others, against me. I am not at all in the physical sphere or presence of the people who have done this to me. I will not ever be in the physical sphere or the presence of the people who have done this to me. Not without a restraining order anyway. But that is not likely to happen anyway. I mean they have not physically done anything to me. (Yet?) In the present.

Objectively. Objectively I know this means I have won against them. I am in a much better position than any of the rest of them. Even the ones who think they are in better positions. Objectively speaking: Karma is now paying them all back, by the truckload, if the filtered information I am receiving is even close to correct.

Subjectively though. Subjectively it feels like they have won. All because they have banded together and collectively are presenting a false reality going back decades that I utterly refute because it DID happen exactly as I remember it. But. It is not like they are telling my family and friends this. They have only told ME this. Everyone who knows me, believes ME and would never believe their lies anyway, if they even had the balls to tell my friends/family their lies. They don't. This means objectively I have won against even that head game of theirs. But. It feels like they have won because they think they have won, by denying what I remember. Which they are never ever ever going to back down from. But they have not won. Even though they think they have won, by doing this to me.

The thing is. THE THING IS. My actual, day-to-day life has not changed one single atom as a result of all of this. These ... people ... have not had any literal tangible physical impact on me, my life, my goals, my plans, etc.

My question then: Why can't I then continue on as though this was just an unpleasant blip and carry on as I was before? I cannot stop thinking about it, I cannot stop thinking up ways to get around it and I keep scratching itches to resolve this that are only giving me mental poison oak.

Re: Question Thread

[(Anonymous)]

It's like breaking up with a significant other, the only cure is time + activity. Give yourself more time, and meanwhile, make sure you've got plenty of other things to fill your life with: real friends, cool hobbies, scintillating books, a new physical fitness routine, etc. The hard part is that you cannot allow yourself to wallow. Every time you find yourself thinking about this, ruthlessly nip it in the bud and go do something physically or mentally challenging.

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[raspberryrain]

Um...I may not be following this story exactly, but it reminds me: Some anon on here was bragging about trying to prank/gaslight LB by pretending to be one of their alters, which sounds like an adolescent jerk move.

You have to understand that some people see the internet as a way to lie and lie and lie.