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⌈ Secret Post #3153 ⌋

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Re: Are you fat?

[(Anonymous)]

Yeah. 5'8, probably around... 215?

I kind of swing back and forth between feeling OK about it and feeling horribly anxious about it. Depending on what kind of day it is. If it's the kind of day where I'm inclined to hate myself, it's a reason to hate myself.

The problems that I have with losing weight - one, I tend to stress eat and comfort eat. Like, a lot. When I'm in a good place for a while, I can cook and eat really healthily for a period. But then I fall out of it and all I want to do is get some really big fatty thing and just devour it. Two, I am lazy about exercising. Three, I have really bad anxiety about exercising where anyone could see me or even know about it. Four, it's really difficult for me to imagine ever actually losing weight. I tend to be really pessimistic about it. So, like, it's hard to adopt the attitude that even though I'm denying myself something I enjoy now, it's going to result in rewards later. I just feel like I'm doing something that I hate for no reason.