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Are you fat?
(Anonymous) 2015-08-22 08:51 pm (UTC)(link)I'm 5'4 and 150 pounds. I am officially "chubby".
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(Anonymous) 2015-08-22 08:55 pm (UTC)(link)definitely a skinnyfat though and i'd like to improve that. really hate that's their more of a focus on appearance than actual health. i'm super sedentary and probably more unhealthy than most people.
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(Anonymous) 2015-08-22 08:57 pm (UTC)(link)I'm ok with that
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(Anonymous) 2015-08-22 09:02 pm (UTC)(link)Plus I have really bad asthma, so I need to find something I can do exercise-wise without triggering it. Swimming, which a lot of people recommend, doesn't work for me, unfortunately, since I freak out about not breathing. I did use to use the elliptical, but I've gotten sick recently, which has made my breathing issue even worse, but I'm hoping that I'll be over it soon, as I got a pair of roller blades that I was hoping to use this summer.
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(Anonymous) 2015-08-22 09:02 pm (UTC)(link)And I don't care. I am a fatty-fat-fatty and I don't give a shit. I'm not signing up for this new puritan age supposed moral failings. Take that shit somewhere else.
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(Anonymous) 2015-08-22 09:16 pm (UTC)(link)And no, I have no eating issues. I've been stable at this weight for nearly thirty years.
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(Anonymous) 2015-08-22 09:27 pm (UTC)(link)I kind of swing back and forth between feeling OK about it and feeling horribly anxious about it. Depending on what kind of day it is. If it's the kind of day where I'm inclined to hate myself, it's a reason to hate myself.
The problems that I have with losing weight - one, I tend to stress eat and comfort eat. Like, a lot. When I'm in a good place for a while, I can cook and eat really healthily for a period. But then I fall out of it and all I want to do is get some really big fatty thing and just devour it. Two, I am lazy about exercising. Three, I have really bad anxiety about exercising where anyone could see me or even know about it. Four, it's really difficult for me to imagine ever actually losing weight. I tend to be really pessimistic about it. So, like, it's hard to adopt the attitude that even though I'm denying myself something I enjoy now, it's going to result in rewards later. I just feel like I'm doing something that I hate for no reason.
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(Anonymous) 2015-08-22 09:52 pm (UTC)(link)157.48 cm = 5'2"
And 50.8 kg = 112 lbs
Honestly? I still don't like how I look. I'm not at all muscular (basically skinny fat) so I don't really look great. A bigger problem for me is just how, well, masculine my body is. Enormously broad shoulders. Very large ribcage. Very little in terms of hips. A cup breasts that are far apart, which makes any hope of cleavage a distant dream. And body hair -- it's horrible. I have to shave my face every day and I have chest hair and an enormous treasure trail. I'd hoped losing weight would help with the hair (my mom suggested it might) but it did fuck all.
Honestly, if it would help me look more feminine, I'd definitely be happy putting on some weight.
But given that I've been heavier in the past, I know it just settles on my midsection and makes things worse, so I try to emphasize my femininity by being as small/skinny as I can (while being at a healthy weight). Goal is to get down to about 45.4 kg (or 100 lbs).
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Honestly, with my body shape I feel like it and most people would probably consider me at least a bit chubby. It changes day by day; sometimes I look at myself in the mirror and go, "Wow, you look pretty damn good" and sometimes I feel like I still need to drop fifteen pounds. (Which at this point...would be incredibly difficult. I do enough to maintain this that losing more would be hell. I ain't up for it.)
I've lost at least half my body weight in the last couple of years. It's a major difference (and one I'm pleased about), but I don't think I'll ever be completely content with my body.
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