[ SECRET POST #3207 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #3207 ⌋

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Comments

Re: Rant thread

[(Anonymous)]

So today, I found out I'm getting kicked out of my PhD program

But if I want to get a Masters, I need to finish this one class and write a document

Both of which I keep freaking the fuck out about and stressing because I'm fucking incompetent

I finally got an appointment to see a therapist about my eating disorder, but considering I'm going to lose my health insurance when I get kicked out of the program I don't know how long that's going to last

I've put on 8 pounds in the past three weeks despite the fact that I've been throwing up three times a day

I'm so fucking stressed that all I want to do is eat but I've already eaten 3000 calories today

I want to kill myself but I fucking can't because it'd hurt my family

FUCK

Re: Rant thread

[philstar22]

I'm so sorry, anon.

Re: Rant thread

[(Anonymous)]

Oh, anon. That's awful. [gentle hugs]

Re: Rant thread

[elaminator]

I'm sorry, anon. I don't really know what to say other than I wish things were different and I hope you get better; don't know how long your insurance will cover the therapist but I'm glad you're getting to go. There might be other options? (Not that I know any off the bat, but if you're up for talking online about it I'm pretty sure there are some websites and forums that specify in helping people with eating disorders.)

Re: Rant thread

[diet_poison]

Parts of this rant hit very close to home for me. I'm so sorry you are going through this. *hugs if wanted*

Re: Rant thread

[(Anonymous)]

Oh honey, I'm so sorry to hear. Can you get on some kind of medical assistance, considering you'll be (presumably) unemployed? I'm on one now. At any rate, SEE YOUR THERAPIST before you lose everything and get a professional to give you directions as to where you go from there. They should know what you need to do and who will take you.

Have you talked with your program about your mental health? They should be willing to pause or work with you if they know how hard things have been, and considering you're seeing a therapist for bulimia (and presumably anxiety/depression?) they might be able to work with you.

Other than that, try to just take it one step at a time. You can still finish with your Master's right? That's great! I understand you're stressed, and maybe you can talk with your professor if you need to. But if it's just one class, maybe that'll be a little easier to focus on than doing a whole program?

Best of luck, anon. You can get through this.

Re: Rant thread

[(Anonymous)]

I think that's what getting kicked out of a PhD program generally feels like.

Re: Rant thread

[(Anonymous)]

*HUGS*