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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2016-01-14 06:44 pm

[ SECRET POST #3298 ]


⌈ Secret Post #3298 ⌋

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Re: Things you worry about yourself.

(Anonymous) 2016-01-15 12:29 am (UTC)(link)
Is it anxiety? Do I need medication? Why am I doing this? It's not perfect but could it change? For the better or worse? Does it get better? What is it to get better at? Am I worthwhile? Am I likable? I will never know the understanding of what it means to love someone as I can't understand what love feels like. Will I be a crazy cat person? A recluse? A hermit? Will I overeat? Is it worth it all in the end? What is life and the meaning of it? We are born and once we die there are so many matters to take care of. Why does mom have to get Alzheimer's? How long will she live with this condition? Do I know myself from taking care of her? Why does everyone say I'm doing a good job when I don't feel like I am? I want to eat but there's no reason to. I am full don't eat. Fast for the night. Wake up at 4 a.m. Rinse recycle repeat.